Unfinished thoughts
By wiccatarot
this year has come and gone, and what have i to show i must look back and take the toll just so i will know my goals have not all been met,could it be i set too few? it seems i've drifted all along and that is nothing new i did achieve a few small goals,i think i made a dent i'll have to push myself to more,i don't wish to repent i took a trip, i lost some weight and took my health in hand but more important things just seem to pass thru my fingers like sand i have a void inside my soul, i don't know how to fill it i'd need to talk, express my feelings, and yet how can i will it? my mask is on, i'm always happy and oh! so positive i feel the cracks as they grow bigger and know they will soon give i can't remember ever feeling this sad and so low i need to move , i need some change, i need to sinply GO! my work takes all my energy, my family takes my time my father plays on my emotions, with no fairness,reason or rhyme through all this, i have to wonder, what is left for me? if no one here, upon this earth, will help me, will HE? He helps those who help themselves, or so i've often heard i'm ready, i'm willing, i'm waiting only for HIS word Written December 31st, 2001 © on Dec 30 2001 08:35 PM PST, Anna 0 • 1
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"this year has come and gone, and what have i to show..."