suicide is a pain to me, and pain is a pleasure
By Wimbo
as i think about everything that has gone wrong i think about what its gonna be like when i leave this world of hatred and neglect i think about who is gonna be sad and where im gonna go but i also know that heaven wont except me for i will have committed a sin and hell wont except me because ive done no evil nor harm to anyone so i basically will be alone kind of like i am now but when im dead no one can bother me no one can torment me or make fun of me so then i think of the ways the ways i will put myself out of this misery i could take a few pills, slit my wrists, hang myself, or just simply let peoples torments get to me some more for then my heart will break and my only hope will fade, that would be the worst way to go i just dont know what to do... i just dont know....this poem WAS my feelings earlier in the year, i am no longer thinking these thoughts in that depth.*wimbo* Written April 21st, 2002 © on Apr 21 2002 12:37 PM PST 0 • 10
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"as i think about everything that has gone wrong..."