Silent Pain

Silent Pain Pain, confusion, wondering why Tears of pain cried in the night Hold you close while you sleep No walls to stop me, wispers go deep Morning greetings, well wishings for the day Knowing exactly where this day you'll play Holding back the screams of pain Useless, only cause fights and disdane Can't look anymore my eyes see too much Block it all out, the scents and such The time spent away, Never ask why For I already know the truth to hear you say it, I would surely die Walls go up for survival sake Knowing time will take care of fate Promtions at work, work myself to the bone Not for the company So I can sleep when I return home Whats this I see, your looking at me I wonder what your thinking, what you see Why now... whats differant..... have I changed somehow? Do I seem more interesting now? No more tears or swollen eyes Have I  learned no matter what I can survive Is this what you see in me now Independant like I once was, grown up how? Independace maybe, more like guts Survival in this silent war and not go nuts Hardest thing I've ever been through All the while you thinking I never knew I'll never understand I'll never know why But the scents are gone At night I dont cry   By Connie McDonald Copyright@20012001, Written March 9th, 2002 © on Mar 09 2002 07:27 AM PST   0 • 8