Blue

The earth again like a ship steams out of the dark sea over     The edge of the blue, and the sun stands up to see us glide     Slowly into another day; slowly the rover     Vessel of darkness takes the rising tide.     I, on the deck, am startled by this dawn confronting     Me who am issued amazed from the darkness, stripped     And quailing here in the sunshine, delivered from haunting     The night unsounded whereon our days are shipped.     Feeling myself undawning, the day's light playing upon me,     I who am substance of shadow, I all compact     Of the stuff of the night, finding myself all wrongly     Among the crowds of things in the sunshine jostled and racked.     I with the night on my lips, I sigh with the silence of death;     And what do I care though the very stones should cry me unreal, though the clouds     Shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain.     Do I not know the darkness within them? What are they but shrouds?     The clouds go down the sky with a wealthy ease     Casting a shadow of scorn upon me for my share in death; but I     Hold my own in the midst of them, darkling, defy     The whole of the day to extinguish the shadow I lift on the breeze.     Yea, though the very clouds have vantage over me,     Enjoying their glancing flight, though my love is dead,     I still am not homeless here, I've a tent by day     Of darkness where she sleeps on her perfect bed.     And I know the host, the minute sparkling of darkness     Which vibrates untouched and virile through the grandeur of night,     But which, when dawn crows challenge, assaulting the vivid motes     Of living darkness, bursts fretfully, and is bright:     Runs like a fretted arc-lamp into light,     Stirred by conflict to shining, which else     Were dark and whole with the night.     Runs to a fret of speed like a racing wheel,     Which else were aslumber along with the whole     Of the dark, swinging rhythmic instead of a-reel.     Is chafed to anger, bursts into rage like thunder;     Which else were a silent grasp that held the heavens     Arrested, beating thick with wonder.     Leaps like a fountain of blue sparks leaping     In a jet from out of obscurity,     Which erst was darkness sleeping.     Runs into streams of bright blue drops,     Water and stones and stars, and myriads     Of twin-blue eyes, and crops     Of floury grain, and all the hosts of day,     All lovely hosts of ripples caused by fretting     The Darkness into play.