All Life In A Life

His father had a large family         Of girls and boys and he was born and bred         In a barn or kind of cattle shed.         But he was a hardy youngster and grew to be         A boy with eyes that sparkled like a rod         Of white hot iron in the blacksmith shop.         His face was ruddy like a rising moon,         And his hair was black as sheep's wool that is black.         And he had rugged arms and legs and a strong back.         And he had a voice half flute and half bassoon.         And from his toes up to his head's top         He was a man, simple but intricate.         And most men differ who try to delineate         His life and fate.         He never seemed ashamed         Of poverty or of his origin. He was a wayward child,         Nevertheless though wise and mild,         And thoughtful but when angered then he flamed         As fire does in a forge.         When he was ten years old he ran away         To be alone and watch the sea, and the stars         At midnight from a mountain gorge.         When he returned his parents scolded him         And threatened him with bolts and bars.         Then they grew soft for his return and gay         And with their love would have enfolded him.         But even at ten years old he had a way         Of gazing at you with a look austere         Which gave his kinfolk fear.         He had no childlike love for father or mother,         Sister or brother,         They were the same to him as any other.         He was a little cold, a little queer.         His father was a laborer and now         They made the boy work for his daily bread.         They say he read         A book or two during these years of work.         But if there was a secret prone to lurk         Between the pages under the light of his brow         It came forth. And if he had a woman         In love or out of love, or a companion or a chum,         History is dumb.         So far as we know he dreamed and worked with hands         And learned to know his genius' commands         Or what is called one's dmon.         And this became at last the city's call.         He had now reached the age of thirty years,         And found a Dream of Life and a solution         For slavery of soul and even all         Miseries that flow from things material.         To free the world was his soul's resolution.         But his family had great fears         For him, knowing the evil         Which might befall him, seeing that the light         Of his own dream had blinded his mind's eyes.         They could not tell but what he had a devil.         But still in their tears despite,         And warnings he departed with replies         That when a man's genius calls him         He must obey no matter what befalls him.         What he had in his mind was growth         Of soul by watching,         And the creation of eyes         Over your mind's eyes to supervise         A clear activity and to ward off sloth.         What he had in his mind was scotching         And killing the snake of Hatred and stripping the glove         From the hand of Hypocrisy and quenching the fire         Of Falsehood and Unbrotherly Desire. -         What he had in his mind was simply Love.         And it was strange he preached the sword and force         To establish Love, but it was not strange,         Since he did this, his life took on a change.         And what he taught seems muddled at its source         With moralizing and with moral strife.         For morals are merely the Truth diluted         And sweetened up and suited         To the business and bread of Life.         And now this City was just what you'd find         A city anywhere,         A turmoil and a Vanity Fair,         A sort of heaven and a sort of Tophet.         There were so many leaders of his kind         The city didn't care         For one additional prophet.         He said some extravagant things         And planted a few stings         Under the rich man's hide.         And one of the sensational newspapers         Gave him a line or two for cutting capers         In front of the Palace of Justice and the Church.         But all of the first grade people took the other side         Of the street when they saw him coming         With a rag tag crowd singing and humming,         And curious boys and men up in a perch         Of a tree or window taking the spectacle in,         And the Corybantic din         Of a Salvation Army as it were.         And whatever he dreamed when he lived in a little town         The intelligent people ignored him, and this is the stir         And the only stir he made in the city.         But there was a certain sinister         Fellow who came to him hearing of his renown         And said "You can be Mayor of this city,         We need a man like you for Mayor."         And others said "You'd make a lawyer or a politician,         Look how the people follow you;         Why don't you hire out as a special writer,         You could become a business man, a rhetorician,         You could become a player,         You can grow rich. There's nothing for a fighter,         Fighting as you are, but to end in ruin."         But he turned from them on his way pursuing         The dream he had in view.         He had a rich man or two         Who took up with him against the powerful frown         Which looked him down.         For you'll always find a rich man or two         To take up with anything.         There are those who can't get into society or bring         Their riches to a social recognition;         Or ill-formed souls who lack the real patrician         Spirit for life.         But as for him he didn't care, he passed         Where the richness of living was rife.         And like wise Goethe talking to the last         With cabmen rather than with lords         He sat about the markets and the fountains,         He walked about the country and the mountains,         Took trips upon the lakes and waded fords         Barefooted, laughing as a young animal         Disports itself amid the festival         Of warm winds, sunshine, summer's carnival -         With laborers, carpenters, seamen         And some loose women.         And certain notable sinners         Gave him dinners.         And he went to weddings and to places where youth slakes         Its thirst for happiness, and they served him cakes         And wine wherever he went.         And he ate and drank and spent         His time in feasting and in telling stories,         And singing poems of lilies and of trees,         With crowds of people crowded around his knees         That searched with lightning secrets hidden         Of life and of life's glories,         Of death and of the soul's way after death.         Time makes amends usually for scandal's breath,         Which touched him to his earthly ruination.         But this city had a Civic Federation,         And a certain social order which intrigues         Through churches, courts, with an endless ramification         Of money and morals to save itself.         And this city had a Bar Association,         Also its Public Efficiency Leagues         For laying honest men upon the shelf         While making private pelf         Secure and free to increase.         And this city had illustrious Pharisees         And this city had a legion         Of men who make a business of religion,         With eyes one inch apart,         Dark and narrow of heart,         Who give themselves and give the city no peace,         And who are everywhere the best police         For Life as business.         And when they saw this youth         Was telling the truth,         And that his followers were multiplying,         And were going about rejoicing and defying         The social order and were stirring up         The dregs of discontent in the cup         With the hand of their own happiness,         They saw dynamic mysteries         In the poems of lilies and trees,         Therefore they held him for a felony.         If you will take a kernel of wheat         And first make free         The outer flake and then pare off the meat         Of edible starch you'll find at the kernel's core         The life germ. And this young man's words were dim         With blasphemy, sedition at the rim,         Which fired the heads of dreamers like new wine.         But this was just the outward force of him.         For this young man's philosophy was more         Than such external ferment, being divine         With secrets so profound no plummet line         Can altogether sound it. It means growth         Of soul by watching,         And the creation of eyes         Over your mind's eyes to supervise         A clear activity and to ward off sloth.         What he had in mind was scotching         And killing the snake of Hatred and stripping the glove         From the hand of Hypocrisy and quenching the fire         Of falsehood and unbrotherly Desire.         What he had in mind was simply Love.         But he was prosecuted         As a rebel and as a rebel executed         Right in a public place where all could see.         And his mother watched him hang for the felony.         He hated to die being but thirty-three,         And fearing that his poems might be lost.         And certain members of the Bar Association,         And of the Civic Federation,         And of the League of Public Efficiency,         And a legion         Of men devoted to religion,         With policemen, soldiers, roughs,         Loose women, thieves and toughs,         Came out to see him die,         And hooted at him giving up the ghost         In great despair and with a fearful cry!         And after him there was a man named Paul         Who almost spoiled it all.         And protozoan things like hypocrites,         And parasitic things who make a food         Of the mysteries of God for earthly power         Must wonder how before this young man's hour         They lived without his blood,         Shed on that day, and which         In red cells is so rich.