I See Thee Not

Yes, Master, when thou comest thou shalt find         A little faith on earth, if I am here!     Thou know'st how oft I turn to thee my mind.         How sad I wait until thy face appear!     Hast thou not ploughed my thorny ground full sore,         And from it gathered many stones and sherds?     Plough, plough and harrow till it needs no more--         Then sow thy mustard-seed, and send thy birds.     I love thee, Lord; and if I yield to fears,         Nor trust with triumph that pale doubt defies,     Remember, Lord, 'tis nigh two thousand years,         And I have never seen thee with mine eyes!     And when I lift them from the wondrous tale,         See, all about me hath so strange a show!     Is that thy river running down the vale?         Is that thy wind that through the pines doth blow?     Could'st thou right verily appear again,         The same who walked the paths of Palestine,     And here in England teach thy trusting men         In church and field and house, with word and sign?     Here are but lilies, sparrows, and the rest!         My hands on some dear proof would light and stay!     But my heart sees John leaning on thy breast,         And sends them forth to do what thou dost say.