L'Aprs-Midi D'Un Faune

(From the French of Stphane Mallarm.)     I would immortalize these nymphs: so bright     Their sunlit colouring, so airy light,     It floats like drowsing down. Loved I a dream?     My doubts, born of oblivious darkness, seem     A subtle tracery of branches grown     The tree's true self - proving that I have known     No triumph, but the shadow of a rose.     But think. These nymphs, their loveliness ... suppose     They bodied forth your senses' fabulous thirst?     Illusion! which the blue eyes of the first,     As cold and chaste as is the weeping spring,     Beget: the other, sighing, passioning,     Is she the wind, warm in your fleece at noon?     No, through this quiet, when a weary swoon     Crushes and chokes the latest faint essay     Of morning, cool against the encroaching day,     There is no murmuring water, save the gush     Of my clear fluted notes; and in the hush     Blows never a wind, save that which through my reed     Puffs out before the rain of notes can speed     Upon the air, with that calm breath of art     That mounts the unwrinkled zenith visibly,     Where inspiration seeks its native sky.     You fringes of a calm Sicilian lake,     The sun's own mirror which I love to take,     Silent beneath your starry flowers, tell     _How here I cut the hollow rushes, well     Tamed by my skill, when on the glaucous gold     Of distant lawns about their fountain cold     A living whiteness stirs like a lazy wave;     And at the first slow notes my panpipes gave     These flocking swans, these naiads, rather, fly     Or dive._ Noon burns inert and tawny dry,     Nor marks how clean that Hymen slipped away     From me who seek in song the real A.     Wake, then, to the first ardour and the sight,     O lonely faun, of the old fierce white light,     With, lilies, one of you for innocence.     Other than their lips' delicate pretence,     The light caress that quiets treacherous lovers,     My breast, I know not how to tell, discovers     The bitten print of some immortal's kiss.     But hush! a mystery so great as this     I dare not tell, save to my double reed,     Which, sharer of my every joy and need,     Dreams down its cadenced monologues that we     Falsely confuse the beauties that we see     With the bright palpable shapes our song creates:     My flute, as loud as passion modulates,     Purges the common dream of flank and breast,     Seen through closed eyes and inwardly caressed,     Of every empty and monotonous line.     Bloom then, O Syrinx, in thy flight malign,     A reed once more beside our trysting-lake.     Proud of my music, let me often make     A song of goddesses and see their rape     Profanely done on many a painted shape.     So when the grape's transparent juice I drain,     I quell regret for pleasures past and feign     A new real grape. For holding towards the sky     The empty skin, I blow it tight and lie     Dream-drunk till evening, eyeing it.                                                                                 Tell o'er     Remembered joys and plump the grape once more.     _Between the reeds I saw their bodies gleam     Who cool no mortal fever in the stream     Crying to the woods the rage of their desire:     And their bright hair went down in jewelled fire     Where crystal broke and dazzled shudderingly.     I check my swift pursuit: for see where lie,     Bruised, being twins in love, by languor sweet,     Two sleeping girls, clasped at my very feet.     I seize and run with them, nor part the pair,     Breaking this covert of frail petals, where     Roses drink scent of the sun and our light play     'Mid tumbled flowers shall match the death of day._     I love that virginal fury - ah, the wild     Thrill when a maiden body shrinks, defiled,     Shuddering like arctic light, from lips that sear     Its nakedness ... the flesh in secret fear!     Contagiously through my linked pair it flies     Where innocence in either, struggling, dies,     Wet with fond tears or some less piteous dew.     _Gay in the conquest of these fears, I grew     So rash that I must needs the sheaf divide     Of ruffled kisses heaven itself had tied.     For as I leaned to stifle in the hair     Of one my passionate laughter (taking care     With a stretched finger, that her innocence     Might stain with her companion's kindling sense     To touch the younger little one, who lay     Child-like unblushing) my ungrateful prey     Slips from me, freed by passion's sudden death,     Nor heeds the frenzy of my sobbing breath._     Let it pass! others of their hair shall twist     A rope to drag me to those joys I missed.     See how the ripe pomegranates bursting red     To quench the thirst of the mumbling bees have bled;     So too our blood, kindled by some chance fire,     Flows for the swarming legions of desire.     At evening, when the woodland green turns gold     And ashen grey, 'mid the quenched leaves, behold!     Red Etna glows, by Venus visited,     Walking the lava with her snowy tread     Whene'er the flames in thunderous slumber die.     I hold the goddess!              Ah, sure penalty!     But the unthinking soul and body swoon     At last beneath the heavy hush of noon.     Forgetful let me lie where summer's drouth     Sifts fine the sand and then with gaping mouth     Dream planet-struck by the grape's round wine-red star.     Nymphs, I shall see the shade that now you are.