Perversities I

I     Now come,     And I that moment will forget you.     Sit here     And in your eyes I shall not see you.     Speak, speak     That I no more may hear your music.     Into my arms,     Till I've forgotten I ever met you.     I shall not have you when I hold you     Body to body,     Though your firm flesh, though your strong fingers     Be knit to these.     On a wild hill I shall be chasing     The thought of you;     False will be those true things I told you:     I shall forget you.     No, do not come.     Where the wind hunts, there shall I find you.     In cool gray cloud     Where the sun slips through I shall see you,     Or where the trees     Are silenced, and darken in their branches.     Your coming would     Loosen, when my thought still would bind you.     Against my shoulder your warm shoulder     When last you leaned--     Think, were you nearer then and dearer,     Or I more glad?     O eternal love, your body brings you     No nearer.     Trust me, be bold, be even a little bolder     And do not come.