Songs On The Voices Of Birds. A Poet In His Youth, And The Cuckoo-Bird.

Once upon a time, I lay     Fast asleep at dawn of day;     Windows open to the south,     Fancy pouting her sweet mouth     To my ear.          She turned a globe     In her slender hand, her robe     Was all spangled; and she said,     As she sat at my bed's head,     "Poet, poet, what, asleep!     Look! the ray runs up the steep     To your roof." Then in the golden     Essence of romances olden,     Bathed she my entrancd heart.     And she gave a hand to me,     Drew me onward, "Come!" said she;     And she moved with me apart,     Down the lovely vale of Leisure.     Such its name was, I heard say,     For some Fairies trooped that way;     Common people of the place,     Taking their accustomed pleasure,     (All the clocks being stopped) to race     Down the slope on palfreys fleet.     Bridle bells made tinkling sweet;     And they said, "What signified     Faring home till eventide:     There were pies on every shelf,     And the bread would bake itself."     But for that I cared not, fed,     As it were, with angels' bread,     Sweet as honey; yet next day     All foredoomed to melt away;     Gone before the sun waxed hot,     Melted manna that was not.     Rock-doves' poetry of plaint,     Or the starling's courtship quaint,     Heart made much of; 'twas a boon     Won from silence, and too soon     Wasted in the ample air:     Building rooks far distant were.     Scarce at all would speak the rills,     And I saw the idle hills,     In their amber hazes deep,     Fold themselves and go to sleep,     Though it was not yet high noon.     Silence? Rather music brought     From the spheres! As if a thought,     Having taken wings, did fly     Through the reaches of the sky.     Silence? No, a sumptuous sigh     That had found embodiment,     That had come across the deep     After months of wintry sleep,     And with tender heavings went     Floating up the firmament.     "O," I mourned, half slumbering yet,     "'Tis the voice of my regret, -     Mine!" and I awoke. Full sweet     Saffron sunbeams did me greet;     And the voice it spake again,     Dropped from yon blue cup of light     Or some cloudlet swan's-down white     On my soul, that drank full fain     The sharp joy - the sweet pain -     Of its clear, right innocent,     Unreprovd discontent.     How it came - where it went -     Who can tell? The open blue     Quivered with it, and I, too,     Trembled. I remembered me     Of the springs that used to be,     When a dimpled white-haired child,     Shy and tender and half wild,     In the meadows I had heard     Some way off the talking bird,     And had felt it marvellous sweet,     For it laughed: it did me greet,     Calling me: yet, hid away     In the woods, it would not play.     No.     And all the world about,     While a man will work or sing,     Or a child pluck flowers of spring,     Thou wilt scatter music out,     Rouse him with thy wandering note,     Changeful fancies set afloat,     Almost tell with thy clear throat,     But not quite, - the wonder-rife,     Most sweet riddle, dark and dim,     That he searcheth all his life,     Searcheth yet, and ne'er expoundeth;     And so winnowing of thy wings,     Touch and trouble his heart's strings.     That a certain music soundeth     In that wondrous instrument,     With a trembling upward sent,     That is reckoned sweet above     By the Greatness surnamed Love.     "O, I hear thee in the blue;     Would that I might wing it too!     O to have what hope hath seen!     O to be what might have been!     "O to set my life, sweet bird,     To a tune that oft I heard     When I used to stand alone     Listening to the lovely moan     Of the swaying pines o'erhead,     While, a-gathering of bee-bread     For their living, murmured round,     As the pollen dropped to ground,     All the nations from the hives;     And the little brooding wives     On each nest, brown dusky things,     Sat with gold-dust on their wings.     Then beyond (more sweet than all)     Talked the tumbling waterfall;     And there were, and there were not     (As might fall, and form anew     Bell-hung drops of honey-dew)     Echoes of - I know not what;     As if some right-joyous elf,     While about his own affairs,     Whistled softly otherwheres.     Nay, as if our mother dear,     Wrapped in sun-warm atmosphere,     Laughed a little to herself,     Laughed a little as she rolled,     Thinking on the days of old.     "Ah! there be some hearts, I wis,     To which nothing comes amiss.     Mine was one. Much secret wealth     I was heir to: and by stealth,     When the moon was fully grown,     And she thought herself alone,     I have heard her, ay, right well,     Shoot a silver message down     To the unseen sentinel     Of a still, snow-thatchd town.     "Once, awhile ago, I peered     In the nest where Spring was reared.     There, she quivering her fair wings,     Flattered March with chirrupings;     And they fed her; nights and days,     Fed her mouth with much sweet food,     And her heart with love and praise,     Till the wild thing rose and flew     Over woods and water-springs,     Shaking off the morning dew     In a rainbow from her wings.     "Once (I will to you confide     More), O once in forest wide,     I, benighted, overheard     Marvellous mild echoes stirred,     And a calling half defined,     And an answering from afar;     Somewhat talkd with a star,     And the talk was of mankind.     "'Cuckoo, cuckoo!'     Float anear in upper blue:     Art thou yet a prophet true?     Wilt thou say, 'And having seen     Things that be, and have not been,     Thou art free o' the world, for naught     Can despoil thee of thy thought'?     Nay, but make me music yet,     Bird, as deep as my regret,     For a certain hope hath set,     Like a star; and left me heir     To a crying for its light,     An aspiring infinite,     And a beautiful despair!     "Ah! no more, no more, no more     I shall lie at thy shut door,     Mine ideal, my desired,     Dreaming thou wilt open it,     And step out, thou most admired,     By my side to fare, or sit,     Quenching hunger and all drouth     With the wit of thy fair mouth,     Showing me the wishd prize     In the calm of thy dove's eyes,     Teaching me the wonder-rife     Majesties of human life,     All its fairest possible sum,     And the grace of its to come.     "What a difference! Why of late     All sweet music used to say,     'She will come, and with thee stay     To-morrow, man, if not to-day.'     Now it murmurs, 'Wait, wait, wait!'"