The Sailor, who had served in the Slave Trade.

In September, 1798, a Dissenting Minister of Bristol, discovered a Sailor in the neighbourhood of that City, groaning and praying in a hovel. The circumstance that occasioned his agony of mind is detailed in the annexed Ballad, without the slightest addition or alteration. By presenting it as a Poem the story is made more public, and such stories ought to be made as public as possible.     THE SAILOR,     WHO HAD SERVED IN THE SLAVE-TRADE.         He stopt,--it surely was a groan         That from the hovel came!         He stopt and listened anxiously         Again it sounds the same.         It surely from the hovel comes!         And now he hastens there,         And thence he hears the name of Christ         Amidst a broken prayer.         He entered in the hovel now,         A sailor there he sees,         His hands were lifted up to Heaven         And he was on his knees.         Nor did the Sailor so intent         His entering footsteps heed,         But now the Lord's prayer said, and now         His half-forgotten creed.         And often on his Saviour call'd         With many a bitter groan,         In such heart-anguish as could spring         From deepest guilt alone.         He ask'd the miserable man         Why he was kneeling there,         And what the crime had been that caus'd         The anguish of his prayer.         Oh I have done a wicked thing!         It haunts me night and day,         And I have sought this lonely place         Here undisturb'd to pray.         I have no place to pray on board         So I came here alone,         That I might freely kneel and pray,         And call on Christ and groan.         If to the main-mast head I go,         The wicked one is there,         From place to place, from rope to rope,         He follows every where.         I shut my eyes,--it matters not--         Still still the same I see,--         And when I lie me down at night         'Tis always day with me.         He follows follows every where,         And every place is Hell!         O God--and I must go with him         In endless fire to dwell.         He follows follows every where,         He's still above--below,         Oh tell me where to fly from him!         Oh tell me where to go!         But tell me, quoth the Stranger then,         What this thy crime hath been,         So haply I may comfort give         To one that grieves for sin.         O I have done a cursed deed         The wretched man replies,         And night and day and every where         'Tis still before my eyes.         I sail'd on board a Guinea-man         And to the slave-coast went;         Would that the sea had swallowed me         When I was innocent!         And we took in our cargo there,         Three hundred negroe slaves,         And we sail'd homeward merrily         Over the ocean waves.         But some were sulky of the slaves         And would not touch their meat,         So therefore we were forced by threats         And blows to make them eat.         One woman sulkier than the rest         Would still refuse her food,--         O Jesus God! I hear her cries--         I see her in her blood!         The Captain made me tie her up         And flog while he stood by,         And then he curs'd me if I staid         My hand to hear her cry.         She groan'd, she shriek'd--I could not spare         For the Captain he stood by--         Dear God! that I might rest one night         From that poor woman's cry!         She twisted from the blows--her blood         Her mangled flesh I see--         And still the Captain would not spare--         Oh he was worse than me!         She could not be more glad than I         When she was taken down,         A blessed minute--'twas the last         That I have ever known!         I did not close my eyes all night,         Thinking what I had done;         I heard her groans and they grew faint         About the rising sun.         She groan'd and groan'd, but her groans grew         Fainter at morning tide,         Fainter and fainter still they came         Till at the noon she died.         They flung her overboard;--poor wretch         She rested from her pain,--         But when--O Christ! O blessed God!         Shall I have rest again!         I saw the sea close over her,         Yet she was still in sight;         I see her twisting every where;         I see her day and night.         Go where I will, do what I can         The wicked one I see--         Dear Christ have mercy on my soul,         O God deliver me!         To morrow I set sail again         Not to the Negroe shore--         Wretch that I am I will at least         Commit that sin no more.         O give me comfort if you can--         Oh tell me where to fly--         And bid me hope, if there be hope,         For one so lost as I.         Poor wretch, the stranger he replied,         Put thou thy trust in heaven,         And call on him for whose dear sake         All sins shall be forgiven.         This night at least is thine, go thou         And seek the house of prayer,         There shalt thou hear the word of God         And he will help thee there!