The Swan

Andromache, I think of you! The stream,     The poor, sad mirror where in bygone days     Shone all the majesty of your widowed grief,     The lying Simos flooded by your tears,     Made all my fertile memory blossom forth     As I passed by the new-built Carrousel.     Old Paris is no more (a town, alas,     Changes more quickly than man's heart may change);     Yet in my mind I still can see the booths;     The heaps of brick and rough-hewn capitals;     The grass; the stones all over-green with moss;     The dbris, and the square-set heaps of tiles.     There a menagerie was once outspread;     And there I saw, one morning at the hour     When toil awakes beneath the cold, clear sky,     And the road roars upon the silent air,     A swan who had escaped his cage, and walked     On the dry pavement with his webby feet,     And trailed his spotless plumage on the ground.     And near a waterless stream the piteous swan     Opened his beak, and bathing in the dust     His nervous wings, he cried (his heart the while     Filled with a vision of his own fair lake):     "O water, when then wilt thou come in rain?     Lightning, when wilt thou glitter?"     Sometimes yet     I see the hapless bird - strange, fatal myth     Like him that Ovid writes of, lifting up     Unto the cruelly blue, ironic heavens,     With stretched, convulsive neck a thirsty face,     As though he sent reproaches up to God!     II.     Paris may change; my melancholy is fixed.     New palaces, and scaffoldings, and blocks,     And suburbs old, are symbols all to me     Whose memories are as heavy as a stone.     And so, before the Louvre, to vex my soul,     The image came of my majestic swan     With his mad gestures, foolish and sublime,     As of an exile whom one great desire     Gnaws with no truce. And then I thought of you,     Andromache! torn from your hero's arms;     Beneath the hand of Pyrrhus in his pride;     Bent o'er an empty tomb in ecstasy;     Widow of Hector - wife of Helenus!     And of the negress, wan and phthisical,     Tramping the mud, and with her haggard eyes     Seeking beyond the mighty walls of fog     The absent palm-trees of proud Africa;     Of all who lose that which they never find;     Of all who drink of tears; all whom grey grief     Gives suck to as the kindly wolf gave suck;     Of meagre orphans who like blossoms fade.     And one old Memory like a crying horn     Sounds through the forest where my soul is lost . . .     I think of sailors on some isle forgotten;     Of captives; vanquished . . . and of many more.