The Window Overlooking the Harbour

Sad is the Evening: all the level sand         Lies left and lonely, while the restless sea,     Tired of the green caresses of the land,         Withdraws into its own infinity.     But still more sad this white and chilly Dawn         Filling the vacant spaces of the sky,     While little winds blow here and there forlorn         And all the stars, weary of shining, die.     And more than desolate, to wake, to rise,         Leaving the couch, where softly sleeping still,     What through the past night made my heaven, lies;         And looking out across the window sill     See, from the upper window's vantage ground,         Mankind slip into harness once again,     And wearily resume his daily round         Of love and labour, toil and strife and pain.     How the sad thoughts slip back across the night:         The whole thing seems so aimless and so vain.     What use the raptures, passion and delight,         Burnt out; as though they could not wake again.     The worn-out nerves and weary brain repeat         The question: Whither all these passions tend; -     This curious thirst, so painful and so sweet,         So fierce, so very short-lived, to what end?     Even, if seeking for ourselves, the Race,         The only immortality we know, -     Even if from the flower of our embrace         Some spark should kindle, or some fruit should grow,     What were the use? the gain, to us or it,         That we should cause another You or Me, -     Another life, from our light passion lit,         To suffer like ourselves awhile and die.     What aim, what end indeed?    Our being runs         In a closed circle.    All we know or see     Tends to assure us that a thousand Suns,         Teeming perchance with life, have ceased to be.     Ah, the grey Dawn seems more than desolate,         And the past night of passion worse than waste,     Love but a useless flower, that soon or late,         Turns to a fruit with bitter aftertaste.     Youth, even Youth, seems futile and forlorn         While the new day grows slowly white above.     Pale and reproachful comes the chilly Dawn         After the fervour of a night of love.