Third Song, written during Fever (Three Songs of Zahir-u-Din)

To-night the clouds hang very low,         They take the Hill-tops to their breast,         And lay their arms about the fields.     The wind that fans me lying low,         Restless with great desire for rest,         No cooling touch of freshness yields.     I, sleepless through the stifling heat,         Watch the pale Lightning's constant glow         Between the wide set open doors.     I lie and long amidst the heat, -         The fever that my senses know,         For that cool slenderness of yours.     So delicate and cool you are!         A roseleaf that has lain in snow,         A snowflake tinged with sunset fire.     You do not know, so young you are,         How Fever fans the senses' glow         To uncontrollable desire!     And fills the spaces of the night         With furious and frantic thought,         One would not dare to think by day.     Ah, if you came to me to-night         These visions would be turned to naught,         These hateful dreams be held at bay!     But you are far, and Loneliness         My only lover through the night;         And not for any word or prayer     Would you console my loneliness         Or lend yourself, serene and slight,         And the cool clusters of your hair.     All through the night I long for you,         As shipwrecked men in tropics yearn         For the fresh flow of streams and springs.     My fevered fancies follow you         As dying men in deserts turn         Their thoughts to clear and chilly things.     Such dreams are mine, and such my thirst,         Unceasing and unsatisfied,         Until the night is burnt away     Among these dreams and fevered thirst,         And, through the open doorways, glide         The white feet of the coming day.