giggling nihilist

"- angry brides stare at me from the pages of their lives of fisher-price vampires AND TEA FOR TWO was just an excuse. we sit, look pretty. we taste, look pretty. we excuse ourselves from the tab..."

"- e, dere eik      in die eke with bells on!    with his fingers in his mouth\ with  his  despair  residing in the south " gshyn " or so he said to me...              hesitantly clicke..."

"- empty belly feels right. mouth watering for that meat -eaten cow, am not proud. ran before finished cutting my fingers are tired my arms are heavy as my eyes are go to sleep, dreaming of the ..."

"- heavy  dream finished cutting   spoke to you in soft tongue of mouth empty meat lay  down  on  soft  bed    dream  of  the  aurora  borealis move cutting fingers skies illuminate..."

"- and i thought  "i'm going to hurt this pome"   ime cutting these words in to little creamcakes ime hashing spleen for my mistakes   i'll tie words up in rigid shoelace cathedrals they'll scre..."

"-   tired swelling brain, there are too many words,   [semantic universe] -i sat skit fiddle in my confusion and dirty socks. i wrote this little because of the world of ma..."

"- may i have your attention please(?), ol' ecology jean, yours truly, hast rescued a rather existential item from the perilous pits of plastic! behold!   the hacky sack lives!           imp ..."

"- let's have an affair   --i know... i'm not tall, leggy, blonde with bubble gum smack smack  between  perfect teeth anti-freeze smile and plastic eye  click click saline solution turned hollo..."

"+ i got my arthritis caught in the door, after she stepped on my snow and that night, bled cum on my smoothe   (not that i cared)   she was suchlike a lovely dame i (left)  let her walk all ..."

">> we sat silent.       listening to the muffled sounds of  carry-on  thud clap crack   non chalant  side glance of curious  clatter smack   a word(!).... oh, a cough  &  achoo... click click se..."

"- sitting at vino's friday night drinking black coffee, nerves get tight. laughter release eases & i thought as they past in rows in lines in aisles and  kwines "...that we could all look the ..."

"- the barren cemetery branches   as the entombed  they shade, brittle veins     no longer enlivened but with a place in this realm   as a reminder of the next             sprawling across t..."

"- "the statistical mode of reality-adjusted social thinking" is a computer terminal at which we (all) sit and clickety clack input, input, without seeing out... like those towering anonym..."

"- thine  hickey doth sit upon mein neck, mein hickey doth grace thee tambien (and ache) sits and aches it does, sits and fakes it does, fakes our intimacy     we    are    not    involved..."

"> > > > this is no time for  hide and seek... > > > >  i will stop this car. > >        --where will i find you? > >  -sitting serenely in the back, > > or pulling your sisters hair? > >  (s..."

"ode to a lonely label-less can o lonely label-less can what art thou inside? be thy beef stew? be thy cream of celery? be thy green beans? (be thy anything?) i shan't not know until i open thine head..."

"My Countrymen’s escalators embarrass me . In shiny glassy shopping malls where you catch your reflection everywhere . These are the new cathedrals, . sheathed in tons of glass . ..."

"sketch the night we spent together, framed by streetlights as we uttered continuously from your punched hole insane asylum ceilings to mein humble dwelling 'neath the stars, as you beckoned and we la..."

"........................................ sterile white bed drippy plaster ceiling all in frames, running together. they can't stop the frames, they can only slow them down, intravenously, ....for a l..."

"- standing still, quieted by the late hour of night, early hour of morning, staring still, looking glass image, and knowing all the things that could release from you at this moment, when you lean ..."

"//slow absorb of your ink-stained wretched juices// ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ you clack verooky randoms? malevolent angel? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a glass of extra sensory pe..."

"life for me ain't been no crystal stair. spit. bricks. and .... song. .... early morning. asked to march. taken away. taken away. a rememberance, smooth cold and a smarting crack against the s..."

"flattered i think of you? EvolovE, \\ a thought burst through my head, + a symphony, carefully written for you // began slow when seep leak ebb tide... ..."

". + "EUPHORIC AIMS, ECTOPLASMIC CRAVING" his voice, a seizure, more soothing than the falling rain. those somber lip quiver and accidental wrinkled eye folded closed to screams, your own s..."

"/ and so there was a duel,   "artists(!),  define your light source" on the count of three,  (1-2-3)     draw! and they were off(!)     in a frenzy, scratching super realism o, what a gruesom..."

"- title: check the box subject: banality of all that unidentifiable contraptioness you buy  i don't know,   what does the box say? and more idiomatic phrases? read the instructions   they're al..."

"+ "going to the chinese restaurant" hallucinating oranges wiping away tears strange light in strange train stations green, reflecting exciting-fear, and happy accidents driving at dusk thinki..."

"- the poets of the day stabbing silently, maniacally, somber at each others' hands screaming, "the only thing unbearable is that nothing is unbearable," over and over, such bitter honesty.     ..."

"- as i returned to my room at 11:45, i found my ceiling fan rattling nervously ...or maybe i was just more prone to notice it's creakiness at this hour because of the care with which i had just const..."

"\\\\\\\ grammatical error graffiti artist wall scrawl crude muralist scribbling defacement street art disfigurement *the writing's on the wall* -- my credo, and police..."

"- hair growth infomercial on radio rock n roll show the balding wisdom your parents generation - Written March 14th, 2002 © on Mar 14 2002 11:44 AM PST   0 • 9"

"- "lather, rinse, repeat" while foaming at the mouth. always a 'white 'rich 'lather. and a 'unique 'blend 'of. ': process. emollient! lubricants that are especially made for a woman's needs* gel...."

"- hot tubs chemicals your visit to the salon (and you make a mean come hither sans the baton) YOU WANT TO CUT MY LOCKS AND WEAR ME THIN YOU WANT TO DARN MY SOCKS ..."

". //second pome erwot in a day. well, actually it was the first// it's cold it's so cold. . . . . the sky is smoothed over bread like buttery purple are the clouds as the sun sets ..i.t.s..f...."

"- i go to bed weeping defeated at night. yeh.  the general consensus. cash en yer subordinance for. a. hair. cut. // that's about how things go these days // my studies are lacking     had i ..."

"- the girl in the white leather       jacket    [and low-tops] the girl with  the ace   up her sleeve. hands clasp! -- o !  -- he's so dreamy ! and now, for the less squeamish (of you) ,   bl..."

"- THIS FAG IS NOT A TOY. TO AVOID DANGER OF DEGRADATION OF "VALUES": KEEP THIS FAG AWAY FROM GOD-FEARING POLITE SOCIETY. THIS FAG IS NOT A TOY. DISPOSE OF PROPERLY. -this is a piece. Writ..."

"- 11:29 p.m. explaining myself. i grasp the doorknob with a cold fingers' turn. i stare at the wall  with my head slightly  tilted to the right. i sing ....desultorily &  my ears ring. i look cal..."

"- today i ate two meat influenced p r o d u c t s pork and beans and crab rangoon -- wait, then there's that jell-o with the cow hooves. -accidental jell-o. gosh it's difficult to be a ..."

"/ and the smeared words across the mirror said, order in no particular, the giggling nihilist jason 316-#### Quick Change me da igual! Clue i impersonate chairs makes you dizzy oy, what a ..."

"-                       it began so simply. so innocently.   you put your hands between my legs to keep them warm     ..more than a faint sort of curious peering,                     i WILL N..."

"{ do i even want to remember this night? surely i don't, but tis my habit to write. and i thought, sitting in...that movie.   ' what wonderful fantasy ' o, but twas more interesting, twas more ..."

"- "the world of mein fren plad pants jason" he walks in skinny-ankle-chuck-taylors'-Converse-kicks in languid manner   in clever thought, & an up sleeve trick his surreal world of arms called l..."

"}{ "girlish fancy" her straps snag upon the jaggedly flexible stone slabs of a cleaving back and forth motion. as she lie lucid, twinkle-toes sleep. mumbling softly as sliding arms encircling..."

". . . . . and i was never picked, 'cause i was never christen-wrapped in a pretty pheromonepackage i was ejected from the womb, room, with no sense of social-skills-mindfuck.. and while thi..."

"= = = = = = some people look in mirror and other people hold up a mirror to the mirror and make it look at itself           --these people want a second opinion. = = = = = =this pome cra..."

"" "sound business mind" found sinus crime spung signals time. with a lum limber lyme on a crumbling crimey slime. emily athen crimily craften wrote a silly simile for saffen then she got a divor..."

".. no, it was he ... staring into the neon lights of his slowly clogging a r t e r i e s. gazing fast into the murky dungeons wells of his fingernail cigarette ash.   ... . ahhhhh! sitti..."

"- to The Smoker: from happy little anarchists who write in orange dissent of a smoking habit --you'll notice that all the ingredients aren't listed, we wonder why(?) . . . . you look so cool in y..."

". . . . okay this is a junk pome: "de mis canciones favoritos" on a pure mornin shatter a glassy ashtray & indie-skip across the universe and back to the broken earth where the Tambourine Man is ..."

"/ / / / / / "Loren" * floral lace in poly poly lining has seaming pleat. detail. in poly elastic. black. loren! split. sleeves. in poly, with allover cherry blossom ties   at    back empire. wais..."

":::: yeh, it was said expectingly   while not expecting a thing   and he said, 'fear of dreaming'   so he used to, but wasn't used to       he was used too... ...to clean the crooked clocks ..."

"- "entertainment, styrofoam conversation -       nevertheless..  what diAboliCal plan has seized you imagination? like half an eye for life. in strange rolling ball structure.. [we] are stuck li..."

". . . . the way i  i.m.a.g.i.n. it, lovE...... the way your black cat stretches luxuriously awaiting attention/// and the way that sad little jester stares out of the frame/// loving subtle nuanc..."

"! a pome bout that darn brazillian "it hurts when i blink" lazy eye?    no? does it bleed?     . . . tersol . . . AH  ...HA...  indeed   it inflates? NO  it imflamates ..     high jinks  AND..."

"; "Araujo de Oliveire" the day we met, i wrote your name on my knee in red ink . . . . . . . . . now i'm 'persona non-grada' not there. remembering... your slow blinking disease, left eye was i..."

". en.. . gulp. . .30 years, GOODTIMES  replaced by a quirky Newsradio. will i be sitting and pulled in by infomercials trying to sell me back my youth.(?) will i sit ad-nauseam-nostalgia   when..."

". you. nosey parker snoop [ ! ] feeding. on your gobble talk, gossipy goop. meddling  busybody seeping rumor by the loyal kibitzer you scandalous tale-bearing chatterbox [ ! ] a blabber mouth g..."

"- life ADVANCED CORRECTIVE COMPLEX order We fade into the crowd; nobody knows color as We are "lost in the grey of it" HOME departments Beginning of all Ordinary Timeless Tradition. From Generatio..."

"- en la calle man, i meet you en tha street como el...     like the rain that urgently screams a soft whine to wash us away. our fight concedes one to the other. bloodied. we stand. rain pouri..."