Contemplate
By acidcrys
Your vast array of words slice through me,causing thousands of wounds.The wounds.. so deep and venomous,I cant make them invisible And I'm slowly disintegrating,while handing all my emotions over to you-You set them aside to drown in the emptiness of the shadows-Throwing them to the back of your mind-The breeding ground for selfish broken dreams.I want fall into the depth that you do not have.I want to be your everything, to fill your sullen spots,To kill the vulgar demons that steal your mind from me.I want you to experience all that I am inside..I want you to keep me in your head, your dreams, your happiness.I bleed onto your melancholy darkness and eat it away like acid. I hate to feel.Im trying to misunderstand you, it hurts knowing the truth.Tell me I can lie, Tell me I can hide it allIts so much easier pretending everything is beautifully wonderfulBlindfold me, hold my hand.. and lead the wayIts so much easier being ignorantWake me up, Tell me it was just a nightmareAnd its all going to be okay, youre with me nowAnd hold me close warming me from the inside outmelting all icicles hanging from my heartwhat if i dont want to let go?will you do it first? Written September 9th, 2001 © on Sep 09 2001 04:42 AM PST 0 • 8
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"Your vast array of words slice through me,causing thousands of wounds.The wounds.. so deep and venomous,I cant make them invisible And I'm slowly disintegrating,while handing all my emotions over to you-You set them aside to drown in the emptiness of the shadows-Throwing them to the back of your mind-The breeding ground for selfish broken dreams.I want fall into the depth that you do not have.I want to be your everything, to fill your sullen spots,To kill the vulgar demons that steal your mind from me.I want you to experience all that I am inside..I want you to keep me in your head, your dreams, your happiness.I bleed onto your melancholy darkness and eat it away like acid. I hate to feel.Im trying to misunderstand you, it hurts knowing the truth.Tell me I can lie, Tell me I can hide it allIts so much easier pretending everything is beautifully wonderfulBlindfold me, hold my hand.. and lead the wayIts so much easier being ignorantWake me up, Tell me it was just a nightmareAnd its all going to be okay, youre with me nowAnd hold me close warming me from the inside outmelting all icicles hanging from my heartwhat if i dont want to let go?will you do it first?..."