'Faded'

"Standing still in an ocean of humanity. Set by tongues in motion,left to wonder & pond the meaning of self frailty. Who are we to judge so so harshly?..the rath of greed & lustpull at the very soulsof all living creatures. It is a test of tremendous faith, we try & find in our own hearts. Too many question's becken the mind w/ answer's already stareing us in the face. Yet we seldom like to turn around & look at what's before our very own eyes; would rather leave w/out a trace. I am but filled w/ desire for life... a curse I wish to live w/ another by my side. Though there is warmth near me & a love too great for words. Our journey is slowly passing like blue of night covers our sky. I beg!, I beg for it not to linger so.. & my memories will be etched in stone. Carved by the purest of desire & strength to "BE". For it is (he) who held me for all those years & will always be inside me. No matter my own path, where it may lead. How humbling our spirit can become in one moment of time. I would give anything!! to make our "pathes" the same. His heart may lay entwined w/ mine, but "future" sets it's bind. Is there nothing else I can do?... to stay as (one) & forever walk w/ you. I am still here, sharing (together) all we've created. For my heart speaks true & has not FADED."" Here is a new one I just wrote,let me know the out come, thanks.. ambersred Written January 4th, 2002 © on Jan 04 2002 05:32 AM PST   18 • 0 • 12