Christmas Pain
I see the snow on the ground outside, I hear those Christmas carols, And all I feel is pain and sadness, All I can think about is of my grandfather and how I had him around this time last year. I feel so betrayed, Because he used to say to me once that he would never leave me! And then he goes and dies on us. I feel nothing but anger, I hate the world, And my grandfather. I feel like I'm the angle of death, Every night, I pray to God to take me next, But I'm left here to suffer. I know that I have a lot of reasons to live, But I have no one to share my success and failure with, No one to love and be loved by, There's no one in my life, Anymore. Written January 11th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 12:23 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"I see the snow on the ground outside,..."