angel of darkness

"Come into my circle, And dance with me, Sense me, feel me, Want and desire me. Destory yourself while chasing after me. I'm a vision of your love to be. I create a world where power doesn't matter, Wh..."

"There is a search in my life to find what I can't have.To reach for what I'm not tall enough to have.I search with all my heart to find the truth,When I'm not ready for it.I'm a smart child,Who's lost..."

"Spare me your expectations,I'm not you,I have a mind and spirit of my own.People tell me that you care about me,Because you care what I do or what happens to me.But I can't believe that, Because every..."

"A girl sits on a hill,With her head in her hands,While salt tears fall from her eyes.She cries for she knows,She will never be accepted for being herself.She knows the truth about man's journey for ac..."

"You eat,You sleep,You conquer,You destroy.You slay,You Create,You see,You destroy.Man's lust for complete power,Man's hunger for control,Man's want and desire for what he cannot have.The desire to kno..."

"For years I've been running,Running from my feelings,Running from my heart and soul,Running from friends and family,Running from joy and happiness,Running from love,Running from peace,And running from..."

"Sitting all alone,No ones here to hold me,No ones here to tell me that every things going to be alright.No ones here at all,I hate loneliness,But with no one here what else can I do?Nothing but dream ..."

"You children, You self absorbed, Super star wannabe’s. Mother fuckers, Who care only about themselves, Have you no compassion for humanity? Do you not understand That whatever you do or don’t do Ca..."

"On a feathery bed with rose petals around, Surrounding a rose, And with the kiss of death upon the rose, Sleep with absolute peace, Nothing awakens, Nothing moves, And nothing lives. A dying rose, Whi..."

"He sleeps, In perfect slumber, While I wish and wonder, I look at him, And all I see is beauty. I think how perfect he is in his sleep. Tears roll down my face, As I picture my life without him, Witho..."

"When I was a child, I used to dream, That my prince charming was on his was to rescue me, But as I got older, I realizied that my dreams would never come true. But I still believed that as long as I ..."

"I'm in Constance darkness,                                         I feel nothing,                                         I see nothing,                                           I am nothing.     ..."

"I see the snow on the ground outside, I hear those Christmas carols, And all I feel is pain and sadness, All I can think about is of my grandfather and how I had him around this time last year. I feel..."

"I still feel, I still hurt, I’m so alone, I feel so much pain. I have no one here to hold me when I want to cry, No one at all to help me up when I want to fall. I don’t want to feel, Or see. I want ..."

"A single rose stands alone, Weaving in the wind, So gentle, So strong, It's beauty is breath ta..."

"Dark to dark, No light will suffice, Where I’m standing in the darkness. My heart is weak, And I’m almost dead, So I must kill the serpent that placed me here. My soul is gone, And I’m not long for th..."

"Written July 30th, 2004 © on Jan 19 2002 11:35 AM PST   0 • 10 • 9"

"You are trapped, In a world, And society that are ruled, By people who cannot be trusted. People who live in on there high horses, And tell us, "Little people" what to do. We elect people, Who will ..."

"Have you ever had chocolate snow? Or chocolate on your nose? Have you ever seen chocolate on the floor, Being licked up by someone That you once thought was a bore? Have you ever had a chocolate dre..."

"You have only gone a few days, And already I miss you so much. The thought that I will never see you again, Kills me inside. I love you so much, And now I have lost you, Forever. I know that it was al..."

"Dark to dark, Dust to dust, We come to day to say goodbye, To a soul that no longer exist with us. Though we loved them in life, We must say goodbye to them in death. So Goodbye, Let your soul, Be a..."

"I am alone, In the battle for my own soul. I act like I lost my best friend, Because I did. He meant so much to me, He loved me, Even when I was being a total ass, Which was pretty often. He gave me h..."

"When I was little I used to wish and pray for the same thing, To be normal, To be happy, To be liked, By myself and others. But after a while I started to face the truth. That I'm the way I am and not..."

"You ask yourself a question when you go to sleep. What pain will I have to face today. Will I ever awake from this nightmare we call a life? No, for if we ever awake, we will see pain and destruction ..."

"The people who are full of anger, hatred, As well as the ones who hold in all their pain and unhappiness, You know the ones who never let anything go. Well to you all I'd like to say, That the pain wi..."

"I feel the pain, That my so-called friends have given me. I sense the happiness that everyone else has, And I want to join in, But I still feel the scars that they have given me. Their blood drips fr..."

"To the people I love I want to say, I’m Sorry for everything that I have ever done to hurt you. I didn’t mean any of the harsh things that I have ever done to cause you pain. I love you all so much, ..."

"I see you sitting there so calm, I want to touch you but I'm too afraid to move, Your eyes sparkle in the light, I watch your mouth moves when you think, I dream about you night and day, I know that y..."

"I see people acting like fools, I hear people laughing at a pointless joke, I stand on the outside too afraid to come in. I walk around but there is no way in, I sense the calmness in the air, I smell..."

"Tell me why you’re moving away from my heart, It’s like I’m missing a huge part of myself. Why can’t I live without your tender touch, I feel like I need you so much. Why can’t I move on with my life,..."

"I had a dream last night that I almost died, I couldn’t see or hear, What was going on around me. The only thing I knew was that I felt a deep wound. Nothing could stop the pain, I felt like I wanted ..."

"You watch the one you love give their heart away, You wish and pray That someday they would look at you that way. But you know in your heart and soul, That it will never be. Yet you wonder when it’s ..."

"I see a friend, Who’s hurting inside, With pain so deep, So hurtful, So refined. I wish to run to their side, To hug them when they start to cry. To hold the in my arms, Telling them not to be alarme..."

"I hear foot steps, In the deep dark snow, I sense that there was someone behind me. Too afraid to turn around, Too afraid to move. Then I feel a cold breath on the back of my neck. A cold hand starts ..."

"The anger flows through me like lightning, The pain I feel is like a deep wound that can never be repaired, My heart is bleeding like a river. No one is here to help me anymore, I start to feel less a..."

"Thoughts on thought, My mind no longer my own, I am trapped in this body, Wondering why, I have to be alone. You have destroyed me, And stolen my dignity. You stalked me, And you haunted me at every ..."

"In a dark tent, A woman sits, Very quiet, Very still. Looking into her crystal ball, Leaning closer and closer. Not looking you not even for a moment. Her eyes widen, As she looks deeper and deeper, I..."

"I see he's in love with you instead of me, I have loved him for so long, Then you come along and take him away from me. Every time I got the courage to tell him the truth, People like you come along, ..."

"You see me in your dreams, Am I really there? Will you ever meet me? You know that I'm important, But you don't know why. You hear my voice, Yet you still don't know me. I am the faceless partner of ..."

"I Have the memories and voices of the dead in my head. Nothing in my mind is my own, It’s all theirs. Why? If they are dead why do they haunt me? Why me? I’m nothing special, But yet when I close my e..."

"Torn between two very precious ideas, On one hand the is the truth and friendship, And the other is my friend’s blind image of me. Which to chose, Do I hurt my friends and be honest? Or do I lie ..."

"So you think That you are better than me. Do you really think that, It's true? So you say that you’re the top of your class? You can answer any question a teacher can give you. And that you fixed the..."

"In a world so full of anger and hatred, Sometimes it’s hard to tell who’s the good guy. I don’t think that one truly honest person can ever say That they can tell who they can trust and who they can’..."

"There are many sides to everyone, Everyone is different, And do both smart and stupid things, That’s one of the sides that some people know as me But it’s all actually a lie, In fact no one person ha..."

"There is a world outside of my window, And the sprits are calling for me. My heart may be dead, But my soul will live on, In the light of the moon, And forever, So as long as you love me. I’ll be h..."

"The world is full of people, Who believe that they can handle the truth, But the actuality is that, They really can't, They’re no better than anyone else. We are all alike, One another, No one is real..."

"Friends who were once so close Are now separated by miles. Anger consumed one, And a loveless heart controls the other. The lies that once made them such good friends, Now keeps them apart. Not a wor..."

"Can you believe All the anger and hatred there is in the world? If you can Then why do you allow it to continue? "LET THERE BE PEACE" A young child once screamed, Only to be ignored. But why A..."

"I once had a puppy, But now he's gone, He sleeps sixty feet under the ground. I loved him so much and now he's gone, I miss him with all my heart. But he left me, And now I missing a part of my ..."

"When you hear the hard warm wind, Blowing outside your window, Or smell the bitter sweet scent of roses, You always seem to think why can’t that be me? Why can’t I always exist like them? Sure they ma..."

"Each and everyone of us Has a mission, Has reason, To live theirs lives In a way that will make them feel more human, And every mission begins with hurt someone you really love. No reason ends with a..."

"Wash the laundry, Wash the car, Clean the windows, Clean the bar, Lick the bands, Lick the tan, Doing the dishes, Doing the pans, Do Dan, Do my bo, Do somthing else but I can't remember what Putting t..."

"The loveless heart that no longer beats, The soul less being that no longer exist, The dead who are no longer so stiff, The compassion less mother Who no longer thinks, These are the dead who live in..."

"Allow me touch your beauty. Create me so I shall feel no shame, No anger, Feel only you. Control me so I may be your reality And become my reality, Become mine, Become my unreal reality. Let me have y..."

"The day I lost my heart, Was the day I lost my faith in everything. Nothing seemed to matter any more, I gave up on feeling, Believing, Loving, Hoping, Dreaming, I gave up on everything that matter’s ..."

"Now I, Lay me, Down to sleep, I pray to you my soul to keep. And if I die before I wake, I pay to you my soul to take. Hey, I don’t know who’s hearing this, But it really doesn’t matter you see, I'l..."

"A lonely old house, Sits on an lonely old hill Peering down on a lonely old town. No people dare to go up there, No one can stand to think of anyone being up there Everyone refuses to exist anywhere n..."

"How can you look in the mirror at night, To see the horror that you provide, You hurt me cause I'm not like you, So you think that I must be weaker than you, Cause I'm not evil inside. You attack me w..."

"On an old creaky table Covered in dust, There sits a book, Full of words that mean nothing anymore. Being ignored by as if it wasn't even there. No compassion is shown to this book, Not even after al..."

"When gentle touches, And precious moments Cease to exist. Or when the so-called Love of your life no longer wants you, And you feel your compassion starting to disappear, What will do to stay strong..."