Darkness in Rejection

Dark to dark, No light will suffice, Where I’m standing in the darkness. My heart is weak, And I’m almost dead, So I must kill the serpent that placed me here. My soul is gone, And I’m not long for this world. I wish to kill all the people who have hurt me over the years. You cause pain, Yet you feel nothing, While I do nothing to harm you, And I must suffer from your cruel jokes and evil comments. I feel like Frankenstein’s creature, Rejected because I’m different. I may not be hideous, But I’m rejected because I appear to be different. So damn you all! My heart and soul are dead, And I am now a creature so different from what I was. Being a rejected person, I must now lock away the best part of myself, And become a creature unlike myself. Since you caused it to happen to me, I hope it happens to you, Or I wish you all die long and painful deaths, For what you have done to me. I am alone in this world with no companion to help me through all my pain, I want to die, But I can’t for it would go against what I believe. My end may not be now, But it is soon, So beware of me, For I am already dead and I won’t feel any pain in killing you, Like you did to me. So rest you hating soul, Upon your pillow, And sleep, As if you've never slept before, For when you do I'll be there, To take away your soul! Written January 16th, 2002 © on Jan 16 2002 03:09 AM PST   10 • 0