You'd Think

You'd think the tears would stop coming, Or the pain would go away, That you'd run out of ways to hurts me, And run out of things to say. You'd think you'd eventually love me, After how long I've loved u. You'd think that I would stop caring, After all you put me through. You'd think that id stop giving, Not once did I take. You'd think id learn my lessons, After all of my mistakes, You'd think that id stop loving, But my love for u is all I've got. You'd think id stop listening, After u tell me she's everything im not. I'd think that after so long, A heart could no longer be broken. After so long it could not hurt, But now I pay the token. You build me up and smack me down, Telling me you're too good. I need u to understand, I did the best I could. I did my best to please u, Even when I wasn't pleased, I begged for your forgiveness, Down on both my knees. I gave advice when not even needed, Especially by me, And though I tried so hard for u, You could never see. The tears are still coming, Even with eyes dry. And when you're not paying attention, I'm crying inside. I miss the days we used to talk, When u really cared. And if I ever needed someone, You were always there. But I screwed it up, I loved u. I said I never would. After the things I've been through, I didn't think I ever could. My mind says to forget u, My heart says to forgive. My mind says he's nothing, My heart says he's why I live. Written February 20th, 2002 © on Feb 20 2002 09:07 AM PST   0 • 10