I will never stop

When your love in me wants to howl And I feel like screaming out loud, That I am tired of living without you! Life but you is piercing through I jump to the net, to kiss you a mail; As long as it exists will my mailing prevail. Without a single reply, that I know you wouldn’t do, Still I don’t stop, keep on going through Who have I in my life but you? My pain drops on letting you know, At the sketch of an apothegm you would bestow- My mind's vision of your reply, This was something I could never defy, And that feeling always stops my cry. When I lose my hope, you get my mail And I very well know you’d hate me derail, Recalling your words, I beam a smile- Still but you my life is vile. People frown at me for my act, Knowing that you will never react Those who know come commiserate me Those who don’t, they laugh at me. They say, I only while my time You don’t reply, I play a soundless chime, How would you? I hate to say why, Besides our memories it’s the only ease to my cries It lets me feel you can still here me, My heart beat eases my mind gets free And I know one day, I will lose it too, Unopened accounts may not continue, And someone else may take your mail That’s when my only empathy will fail, I will still recall you through my dreams You will be in my heart, in my blood streams. And will remain there until we meet That’d surely happen when I shall fleet Away from the trap of this cruel life The life without you is truly strife To me; death is so a crave- As he didn’t let you escape From him, and I wouldn’t let him escape from me For only death can make our caged souls free. Written November 16th, 2001 © on Nov 16 2001 08:11 AM PST, Apothegm   0 • 1