That Dirty Feeling
By Aroura Eden
Please vanquish my lust and fervent desires I am consumed with this evil passion The conquests of my mind fill me with dirty lies, I breath sin It feeds my hate, I know I'm missing something There is a void, an endless abyss, in my soul The one that can fill it is standing to far away and yet he is standing too close, I seem to reach for an illusion, I would ask for help but this mouth doesn't speak, Not his language, I must first learn compassion, but there is no one to teach it. I must then practice forgivness, but I've forgotten what I must forgive, I should always be patient, but for me red means go I should stop and admire his art, but I'm pressed for time I should cut back on my pleasures, this sacrifice might be too much, That's what you keep saying to me in my head, I know, I know all this, I've heard it all many times, but why does it seem so hard? Cursed is my mouth, Cursed is my heart, Cursed is my mind.Do some of you ever get this dirty feeling? Latly it has been coming on really strong. You don't have to answer that, in fact I'd prefer you not. Just trying to say this is a conflict of my mind. Roury Written January 31st, 2002 © on Jan 31 2002 10:38 AM PST 10 • 0
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"Please vanquish my lust and fervent desires..."