Failing friendship 101

“Don’t you want to get the fuck out? I can’t wait to leave! Lets go now, just you and me” I can’t do that Jenny, it’s too late for me What you perceive is not our destiny; it’s your reality We’ve got separate lives now baby Its like saying I’m going to go strip for the Chinese I do hate it when you ingest trucker’s speed “It’s not the ending I fear, it’s everything in-between that scares the shit out of me” This is why you’ve got to let yourself be clean Jenny I don’t want you to be in-between Come back so I can get you to be free I can’t deal with you showing up here when you feel the need And don’t start claiming you’re crazy “How dare you blame this on me? I’m not the one that’s crazy, I’m not use to being me” That’s right I’m to blame for your fixation! Did I say you couldn’t handle the rejection? Jenny only you can repair your self reflection You already know your destination Leave me alone so I can find my direction “Fine I’ll go. And leave you be. I hope you suffer you mother fucking Autotomy” You know what Jenny? Get out of my house! I gave you the chance, to go out with me To be my spouse Wonder why I only see you when you need something from me? At least in death I know that you’re freeKind of a throw back to “Insignificant words really do mean the most some days” same characters obviously before Jenny checked her self out. I just felt like trying again. Its more rhyme-ey this time. I’m not sure why but it is. Written March 24th, 2002 © on Mar 24 2002 12:31 PM PST   0 • 8