Into These Eyes

Into these pathetic eyes, you can see me crying. The disturbance gets to you, what are you going to do? So many times before you've walked away, and I'm long forgotten. So many times you've left my side... So many times I'm not willing to remember. You left me. The pain is still lingering. ... and I'm still alone. Waiting for your emptiness to come back, and deceive me once again. Here I am broken... Burning with the lies that you've so often told me. Waiting for the truth... but I know I'll be waiting here forever. You can't tell me because you're fading. All my pathetic dreams meant nothing until now. Meant nothing until you knew they involved you. But now they're broken, just like me. You doubted me. You knew nothing would ever become of me. You wanted to hear what I was feeling, but when I opened my mouth you ran and hid. Repetition... My heart... disappeared. The purpose... Gone. You tell me not to be afraid, but I'm living in this fear of you...Can\'t Remember, I might have some mis-spelled words, or the lines may not look nice, or this might not make sense.. but I don't care okay? It's my poem... If something is wrong, then it is supposed to be that way. Written March 19th, 2002 © on Mar 19 2002 09:14 AM PST   18 • 0 • 8