What to do?

"I'm lost... I need you now... Best time isn't it? Because you're not here. You're here, but you're gone. Now I can't remember, How you used to  be, until you left. Hearts are broken. I want you to fix..."

"I don't want to admit that I miss you... and that my life just isn't the same without you in it. But if you knew that... Then I'd be letting myself down. I'd feel so weak, so miserable. I do miss you...."

"-=//=- The criss-cross jagged lines, Are supposed to represent my life at the fullest. I pick it up, and put it  back down again... It's my choice, what will I choose? I press it against my skin. I se..."

"Cutting up my life because... I'm just not suitable for you. The fear of feeling too much, for someone who cares, far too little. I wish I didn't care. I wish I cold be more like you. Silent tears... ..."

"I see you with my own two eyes. Strangling yourself in the far fetched light. You search for truth, but lies find you. You demand simple answers. But get pointless questions in return. What has happen..."

"May I wish upon this shooting star? It'll be the best wish by far. Cluttered dreams I'll always keep. Keep this wish, as I rest asleep. Broken hearts, soon forgotten. Left in dream land, my soul is ro..."