HuRt

i feel so much hurt. i dont know where it comes from. i do not like to talk about my problems to anyone, so i keep everything inside of me. i know that i should not because i always get sick from it. the more i do not tell the sicker i get. my mom wants me to go to a councler, but i can not tell strangers my problems. i can berely tell the people that i trust the most my problems. i am not very good with words. so most of the time i just write how i feel. i have a notebook and in it i put how i am feeling. nobody knows about this book that i have. i have never showed it to anyone, i want to so they know and they can help me, but i dont want them to worry about me. i can handle myself, i am used to it........ i wish that some of this hurt would just go away, then i would not be so sick all of the time. but i will live, shit happens........ Written March 19th, 2002 © on Mar 19 2002 12:28 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1