I dont Understand

I dont understand, I dont get it Why did you say those words, if you never meant them. I guess I love you means something different to you. Was she good, was she pretty, did she smell nice? I tried, I gave, I loved, I cared I still do. It hurts so bad i cant stand it, i want you to touch me. Tell me your sorry, tell me you love me. Emotions, I cant stand them I dont know what to do with them. I dont want to feel them anymore. Make it go away, take my pain. Just take my life.My head is a mess, i dont even know if it makes any sense? Written February 28th, 2002 © on Feb 28 2002 06:31 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1