State of Mind

Break my will Or set me free, It's not important what they say It is now down to you and me. Love and Lust there's no difference anymore, Hate and Pain The only emotions left to feel, In this fucked up state of mind. These tired eyes that stare into doors, Fate becomes rain The only emotions left to feel, Upon these eyes that i cannot find. I want to believe, But in what? In who? Certainly not me I thought maybe you. It can never be or so i am told, I wish it wasn't too late to let it all go. What then Another mistake? Not the first Won't be the last. What then You being fake? Was never the first I went by so fast. The memories, Past Written on your face...Evaporate. Now thats it is all over I can't believe you're still here, By chance or by choice The one i really wanted Was the one i always feared. Accused falsly Will it ever be true Could you ever live up to the image I have of you........? Written January 9th, 2002 © on Jan 09 2002 12:35 AM PST   0 • 10