Song; Strolling Through Life

strolling through life not knowing where im going i take a left i take a right and now im in front of a wall I don't bother trying to go around it i don't seem to notice it all on the other side i look around there is no light here no reason for living no reason for breathing no street lights to show you the way no body here to tell me to wait for another day instead the voices in my head see to say keep walking dumbass there's no one here for you so i just keep going stright * strolling through life going wherever the world takes me feeling life taking it out with a knife but i keep on walking now in an alley, alone in the dark, whats that i hear? its just my heart, beating and thumping in my chest, my life doesn't give me chance to rest, constently running from my fears, forgetting what i learned only knowing the taste of my own tears. * my friends don't know what im going through but for some reason they think they do maybe one or two but thats so few i wish they knew do you think you do? and yet i try to express myself and they don't recognize it and these are the people who think they know me best yet they don't know when im depressed * strolling through life going wherever the world takes me feeling life taking it out with a knife but i keep on walking now in an alley, alone in the dark, whats that i hear? its just my heart, beating and thumping in my chest, my life doesn't give me chance to rest, constently running from my fears, forgetting what i learned only knowing the taste of my own tears. * yes im strolling through life and nobody knows it they are caught up in their own damn shit well fuck it i'll keep going the way im headed and if i die you'll just lie say you thought i was fine when i called you at nine asked for your help and you denyed me well fine then if thats the way its gunna be i'll just leave this place its seems im just a disgrace * strolling through life going wherever the world takes me feeling life taking it out with a knife but i keep on walking now in an alley, alone in the dark, whats that i hear? its just my heart, beating and thumping in my chest, my life doesn't give me chance to rest, constently running from my fears, forgetting what i learned only knowing the taste of my own tears. * Written December 7th, 2000 © on Jan 28 2002 03:31 AM PST    20 • 0 • 1