BlindingDecree

""It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves." -William Shakespeare Unwavering labors Useless, when in pertains to time Uncertain, when it comes to love Capricious, when it chooses ..."

"Confusion confusion confusion Something unlike a realization Unanswered query Brooding suggestions Somehow unimagined consequences Leaving her with unabated fear Piercing thoughts rung through So unw..."

"Love is yet something we have to define one mement there so full and devine the next as well as gone the hope and dear somewhat like a song played gently to the ear and yet so fickle so plain indeed f..."

"I am a paradoxal weave I am a query of questions, Oblivion of answers I am an innate entity I am everywhere you turn, There is no running from meEven when I have gone, I am not Even when I am in fron..."

"Something in the air Something put it there Now it will never leave Has left me to grieve Someone brought this upon me Someone above the slightest decree Now here to tarnish Glaze it over with..."

"Its only a certain amount of time When you life isn’t sublime Before all the tears you shed Over everything you dread Starts to not mean a thing And anxiety it only brings When you begin not to car..."

"Words cannot convey What is happening to me Unable to portray My plights Habitual discussions Cannot condone My choices and repercussions Nothing to express What is occurring No way to run away Just k..."

"look not into the depths of the soul for there you will find love look past those eyes so deep and meaningful leave them there to wonder look not at the face that warms you so leave it be and wander s..."

"empty thoughts empty wishes empty soul empty bed, ever since you left nothing is the same trying to find the words shattered dreams demolished thoughts overthrown love and suppressed feelings tears s..."

"When you truly know the meaning of the word love, You will also know the meaning of the word pain. -Javan I knew the pain of lossing the one i loved and i knew what harm could come of it i knew th..."

"The necklace Once hung round my neck Now lays broken Into a solitary section Charm missing Just like our love The charm absent weeks ago He said it would be him And so I cherished it Swore I’d wear it..."

"As I listen to the people around me talking about one thing or another, the sound of their voices is like a lullaby. But as I drift on this wave of words and thoughts, I realize that somehow, I am..."

"strolling through life not knowing where im going i take a left i take a right and now im in front of a wall I don't bother trying to go around it i don't seem to notice it all on the other side i lo..."

"Overlooked snubbed neglected shoved spurned distain neglect pain forgotten weeping detached needing abandoned left out isolated pout omitted helpless alone defenseless ignored mistreated scorned defea..."

"brightest skies nolonger seen covered by coulds covering me nolonger do i see the stars how long will this storm be? coulds rushing by and leaving no trace leaving my soul a big disgrace nolonger do..."

"In my heart I know I will survive and in my heart I tend to thirve to thrive upon the love they so rarely give and let the lust of new relashionships live In my heart I will stay true and live upon th..."

"I pray that cupids arrrow not miss me for so many times the arrows came close but so far from thee it would ne'er be our names together cupid ne'er chose I only wish for thine own lips to kiss for tha..."

"frightning thoughts provoke the mind leaving nothing but an interest in those provoking questions, uncertain, beguiled, left there from years past nothin more than that no feelings left to threaten n..."

"suddenly you left no trace one moment standing right there beside me the next vanished into thin air I want you to be there for me when i fall, becuase i know i will. Soon i will tire of being the one..."

"I feel as though I am out of the loop. I feel as though nobody cares anymore. I feel as thought the person I loved, now just doesn’t give a damn. When was the last time you called me? Messaged me?..."

"And then when I thought all was well and good, a certain calming enriching my soul, Something brought me back; a chill ran down my spine It hurt to struggle in order to hold back the tears As it so ma..."

"Just when i thought we had reached the bottom A sudden feeling of overwhelming emotions ripping through my soul I thought you had left me realized something i didnt see Thought you were being distant ..."

"I love it when your arms are around me Make me feel safe... I love it when you kiss me make me feel loved... I love it when you kiss my neck make me feel special I love it when you whisper in my ea..."

"SYSTEM OVERLOAD!! Brainwash In Progress... warning!! you are about to embark on a new beggining, new yet proseperous you will work hard neglect your friends become the tightly sealed locked black bo..."

"Neglected What happened to those words you used to say? those sweet nothing, whispered into a dying ear brung it back to life, so full so free? What happened to those gentle caresses, left on an arm,..."

"I will cry you a river full of sorrow, pains i heed lonely as the day is long What happened to those gentle caresses, left on an arm, a knee, a shoulder gone cold and nowhere here away from this plac..."

"come take me away cut my heart in two make me bleed strike my soul and threatin my emotions obscene and ominous lust cut me down to size listless love dont tempt me with pain... Written March 17th, 20..."

"Hurt me again I want to feel that heartbreak do those things you did before neglect me i want to feel that pain express those condescending words you seem to hold deep inside make me bleed make me hur..."

"faintly speaking gently weeping... I think i've been here before I cant help that feeling I know what is coming next but I keep hoping, maybe there will be more... I know what they will all say I kno..."

"What a wicked game you play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do, To make me dream of you What a wicked thing to say, That you never felt this way Oh nooooooooooooo, i dont wanna fall in..."

"Love admire care talking cherishing feeling suddenly blinded by decree crying hurting pondering hate fury Detest Women Considerate, sentimental Gossiping, sharing, loving In love with a man Lyi..."

"Grasping the box covered in paper hearts down from her closet it comes so that now the "grieving" period starts as she heads toward her bed Boxfull of memories... 5 dried flowers from him 1 wrist ban..."

""You arent the one, but you are the only one who can make me feel like this, you arent to one, but you are the only one who can make me feel like shit!" -Foo Fighters would you be my one? be everyth..."

"Now it kills me to not hear your voice, to feel a slight warmth, of breath next to my cheek How it hurts to know you are out there somewhere, away from me, living your life, Kill me slowly with si..."

"She walks in a shadow of fear On the brim of death she walks the tightrope between silence and madening screams treading softly through this all-to-well-known forrest of forgotten love now comes a di..."

"but you still hold a place in my heart... you remain here, temping me with my memories, klling me slowly, you are here in my heart my mind my soul, you will always be here, in my tears they sting my ..."

"paradise seeks me out, maybe im batting it away illusions are my dreams, my fantasies stuck in a world of a fairy tale i want it all to be perfect the sunsets, the oceans the waterfalls of emotion lo..."