Suddenly there was more

suddenly you left no trace one moment standing right there beside me the next vanished into thin air I want you to be there for me when i fall, becuase i know i will. Soon i will tire of being the one holding up relationships. I want you to be there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on, because that day is sooner than i thought When i turn to look into the deep eyes suddenly all i see is a vast awkwardness a young man, confused and alone i try to pull you up with me only to end up falling myself I want you to know i will always love you, I want you to know i love you now, even though we never said it. Im afriad of being hurt again. Im afriad you wont be there to catch me when i stumble over my own two feet. i look as far and as long as one person possibly can still you are nowhere to be found once i had it all now im left with nothing I want you to know that i never want to hurt you. That when i seem as distant as i may seem now, its only because im scared. That i will become as close to you as i did before. We never see eachother, and i dont want to be crying that i never see you anymore. sometimes i wonder if its all worth the wait will you come back to me? i've lost what i had once found a lavishly bitter find i found my knight in shinning armor only to find he will become too distant I want you to be with me every minute of everyday, when im feeling depressed, you will lift me up, when im happy you keep me there. I want to spend those special days with you. still you bind by those rules set in stone ones engraved by societythat the man must be in control, must be strong must string me along? Will you ever know what im feeling for sure? i dont rightly know, i dont know if i will ever tell you what i feel. For fear you will up and leave, think its all to hard and too far gone to fix. Its so hard to explain now, will i ever let you know? please come back like the way things were before before everything got so complicated when love was all you needed! Written February 5th, 2002 © on Feb 05 2002 09:17 AM PST    10 • 0 • 12