Truly Knew Pain

When you truly know the meaning of the word love, You will also know the meaning of the word pain. -Javan I knew the pain of lossing the one i loved and i knew what harm could come of it i knew the day we went out that some day the love would end that one of us would be left out and then when that day came all those others could say was forget about him and move on but once you know pain from a love and yet the first one at that you can't help but think about them every moment of the day everyday of the week i will never forget him nd the way he made me feel how my stomach would do flips when he would kiss my kneck, how we would lay outside under the stars and talk for hours on end it took me so long to give away my love for the only love you get back is the love you give away yet i was scared to give others that comfort i was scared my heart would be broken so i kept it shut in and air tight case never to be opened my normal means and then he came along and changed all that i will never forget that he was the one who forced me to love he was the one who loved me he was the one who showed me the pain love can bringI wrote this one a long time ago, and it still hurts me to read it.., i always manage to be on the verge of tears, for i still love him so... Written October 9th, 2001 © on Jan 26 2002 12:22 PM PST    10 • 0 • 8