Beautiful Disaster
By blondi1569
Big rimmed glasses,A little chubby at the cheeks.As the freckle faced girl sat alone out of the crowdShe wondered and she pondered to herself how she could be one of themThe name brand clothes,Perfect skinny bodies,Beautiful in every-way....She wondered how she could get all the boys to drool over her,And look her way.One day she woke up,Glanced in the mirror,The girl told herself today was a different day,A new beginning, or so it seemed. She wanted to be skinny, Her cheek bones to show.Maybe this would give her the spotlight,Maybe this would make her glow.As the days strolled on,She just kept telling herself only 20 more...10 more...5 more to go.As her waist shrunk smaller,Her cheeks thinned out,The happiness wasn't coming from within,But only from without.The last thing she did was slap on a fake smile with that fake body.There was nothing else to do now sine she felt like nobody.Now she walks with her head shrug low,Because the only thing she really felt is sorrow.The next day she looked in the mirror,Realizing this wasn't her.She thought of how all she wanted to do is fit in,But really this is no way to begin.All she wanted was one last chance to be herself,But I guess this is what happens when you don't like yourself!please just tell me what you think!! Written August 29th, 2001 © on Aug 29 2001 02:38 PM PST 0 • 1
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"Big rimmed glasses,A little chubby at the cheeks.As the freckle faced girl sat alone out of the crowdShe wondered and she pondered to herself how she could be one of themThe name brand clothes,Perfect skinny bodies,Beautiful in every-way....She wondered how she could get all the boys to drool over her,And look her way.One day she woke up,Glanced in the mirror,The girl told herself today was a different day,A new beginning, or so it seemed. She wanted to be skinny, Her cheek bones to show.Maybe this would give her the spotlight,Maybe this would make her glow.As the days strolled on,She just kept telling herself only 20 more...10 more...5 more to go.As her waist shrunk smaller,Her cheeks thinned out,The happiness wasn't coming from within,But only from without.The last thing she did was slap on a fake smile with that fake body.There was nothing else to do now sine she felt like nobody.Now she walks with her head shrug low,Because the only thing she really felt is sorrow.The next day she looked in the mirror,Realizing this wasn't her.She thought of how all she wanted to do is fit in,But really this is no way to begin.All she wanted was one last chance to be herself,But I guess this is what happens when you don't like yourself!please just tell me what you think!!..."