My selfish christmas list

"the silver blade sears through the pale silk that is my wristscrimson blood cascades onto the frozen groundseeping into the emptinessbroken and lost i fall to my kneeslooking for escape from the painl..."

"falling nothing to say nothing to do nowhere left to run to nothing left no one left searching nothing left to search for nothing left to do nothing left to know nothing left to say nothing left to ..."

"flying high above the sky as i fall down to the ground flying off that cliff of mine into the pain I've found flying high above the blood above the blackened clouds i slowly fall once again onto the f..."

"frozen and dead, lying in the delicate powder of the freshly fallen snow blanketed with crystal tears and icy crimson blood these are our hopes our dreams that lie dead in the snow how they died only ..."

"America America we are loosing all we are we don't seem to care that we are at war we fight for peace blood for blood how right can that be? meaningless blood meaningless words meaningless war they ne..."

"oh god how can this be i am so worthless so alone so ungratefull i just want to die escape i never wanted to be like this i never thought i was special or maybe i did so deep in my mind that i couldn'..."