You Didn't Listen (language)

You do this just for fun. You want these goddamned people to like you. Isn't that what we all want, Somewhere deep inside where we no longer control what we think? Damn you for wanting that. Damn you for being human. Why can't you just learn to control it. You are killing me. "I'll do this because he wants me to, I don't want him to be mad" Fuck you you ignorant little bitch. You self-serving stuck up insecure little mouse. I tried to help you. I tried. But you didn't listen. "I want him to like me" "I'll do anything" Look what he made you do now. Did you expect that? Did you want him to do that? You said you would give your life for him, but you ended up giving him your innocence. Why didn't you listen? Did you ever think, just once that I could be right. God. I don't know what to say to you. It's your fault you know. I warned you. I know him. You should have fucking listened. You no longer have a chance for that. He's already got what he wanted. shhhhhhhh..... don't cry... it'll be alright... i'll think of something... but you have to tell someone... i can't be the only one to know... shhhhhhhhh... don't worry... stop crying, it won't get you anywhere. shhhhhhhhh... it's alright... just go to sleep and we'll talk when you wake up. Written January 25th, 2002 © on Jan 25 2002 07:42 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10