The death of my muse

"They came,Swarming like flies,Craving sweetness,Intoxicating sugar,Singing and dancing,Effervescent in the light,Swirling in smokeAnd laughter,Wings beating,Ever onwards,Then into the nightThey reel a..."

"I'm sorry that You find me threatening, You don't see me Quivering. I'm sorry that You think I'm too much; Much hides inside This solid frame. I'm sorry that You must be near me, And that I can't shr..."

"I can't touch myself Without touching you, I Taste my lips I taste yours My skin is your skin My soul is yours There is no Dis-association I can't touch myself Without feeling you And I lie awake Brea..."

"Lying awakeWatching youAsleep? or not,Silent either wayWaking up 2,3,4, timesJust to touch youAnd to know I have.Sleep steals thatSleep steals; timeI want not to waste sleepingTime chased away by the ..."

"I spoke to you,I spoke with you,I spoke at you,You listenedYou laughed,You took my voice,To mold, to mendTo createTo killYou took my voiceAnd left me shattered.My language rapedLeft bleeding, brokenI ..."

"I wanna be the best at something,The best that there can be,But I'm not best at anythingWell, maybe being me.I wanna be a favoriteTheir best thing in the worldI've never been a favoriteYou'd think tha..."