What did I do ??

"Dreams of growing old with the only person I truly love          Have turned into darkness, Dreams of holding each other close in such content          Have turned to darkness, Dreams of dancing wit..."

"JUST MY SOUL Oh God! I have to stop this I have to let him go he has gone forever He has moved on My every thought is of him, I'm not functioning I'm not living I'm just breathing bad air. I need..."

"THE MIRROR I want to be happy, I remember it so well, to look in the mirror and smile at a girl. A girl with bright eyes and shiny hair, with glowing cheeks and no despair her happiness shined throu..."

"I Wonder What is he thinking right now? Does he even miss me? Am I still in his heart? and still in his soul? Does he ever regret making it end? Does he still think this is for the best? Does his he..."

"Should I stop this now? I feel the warmth roll across my breast Down over my breasts cirling my nipples Carressing them Sending them hard and firm "Should I stop this now or let it go on?" It cont..."

"It WIll Never Last We were still young kids when we first met You were my dreams My everything My first kiss My first dance with a boy You took my heart above the clouds Just to hold your hand was ..."