At night

I sit up at night And i think about the time when you told me it should end And i cry I cry not b/c of it ending I cry b/c it didnt have to end I sit up at night and I think Think of what it would be like if i just changed If i were exactly what you wanted me to be If i just...werent me I lay down at night and I dream Dream of what could have happened between us What we could have been together What we should have been I lay down at night And I dream Dream about who you are and how much you mean to me How much I didn't mean to you I sit down at night And I wonder what you are doing If you are hurting as much as I am If you cry yourself to sleep I sit down at night And I think of laying down and dreaming of you Dreaming of you thinking about me And I cry I fall to my knees And I cry Written March 16th, 2002 © on Mar 16 2002 08:37 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1