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Depression

By Colin

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Cigar smoke comforting and thick dreams and lost inhibitions hang thick in  the air but we are not going anywhere Alcohol flowing through veins hungry for pleasure starving for affection Anger Remorse Bewilderment Glass breaks Tears Fall reason leaves me alone and I cry why don't I know what drives me why don't I see the colors of an energetic life Why am I numb why don't the colors bleed through the gray why do I love do I live to die Ecstasy laps at the bowl like a hungry dog whining at the doors of paradise I weep for happiness my reward is malcontent drink this wine and be content sing these angels but all I taste is viniger Written October 21st, 2001 © on Oct 20 2001 05:06 PM PST   0 • 18 • 1

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"Cigar smoke comforting and thick dreams and lost inhibitions hang thick in  the air but we are not going anywhere Alcohol flowing through veins hungry for pleasure starving for affection Anger Remorse Bewilderment Glass breaks Tears Fall reason leaves me alone and I cry why don't I know what drives me why don't I see the colors of an energetic life Why am I numb why don't the colors bleed through the gray why do I love do I live to die Ecstasy laps at the bowl like a hungry dog whining at the doors of paradise I weep for happiness my reward is malcontent drink this wine and be content sing these angels but all I taste is viniger..."

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