Being Without You
By cryingangel
Being without you is killing me. I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t say that I don’t love you because that would be a lie. You have hurt me too much though. The first time that you hurt me was a mistake, the second time was a bad decision. The third time won’t happen because I’m not going to come back. I need to go on with my life. I need to learn to be without you. Even though I need you and want you in my life, I can’t have you there. I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. I miss you so bad that my heart hurts. I miss all the good times we had. But I have to be strong. I have to move on. I want to come back. I want to call you but I can’t. See just hearing your voice would kill me. I saw your picture the other day. I couldn’t get you off my mind. You are in my dreams all the time. You said you were going to marry me because you couldn’t be without me. I want to know if that was just a lie. I hope that you are miserable without me. I hope you are in pain. Part of me wishes that you would wake up and realize that you love me and cant live without me and want me back and change. Stop hanging out with people from San Fed, stop using drugs and be a man. Come after me and show me that you care. You know that you were my first for a lot of things. I love you, but I have to live without you. Written September 18th, 2001 © on Sep 18 2001 01:19 PM PST 0 • 8
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"Being without you is killing me. I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t say that I don’t love you because that would be a lie. You have hurt me too much though. The first time that you hurt me was a mistake, the second time was a bad decision. The third time won’t happen because I’m not going to come back. I need to go on with my life. I need to learn to be without you. Even though I need you and want you in my life, I can’t have you there. I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. I miss you so bad that my heart hurts. I miss all the good times we had. But I have to be strong. I have to move on. I want to come back. I want to call you but I can’t. See just hearing your voice would kill me. I saw your picture the other day. I couldn’t get you off my mind. You are in my dreams all the time. You said you were going to marry me because you couldn’t be without me. I want to know if that was just a lie. I hope that you are miserable without me. I hope you are in pain. Part of me wishes that you would wake up and realize that you love me and cant live without me and want me back and change. Stop hanging out with people from San Fed, stop using drugs and be a man. Come after me and show me that you care. You know that you were my first for a lot of things. I love you, but I have to live without you...."