cryingangel

"History books, will be filled, with all this news. Makes me mad. People are happy. This is sad. People are dead. Lives are ruined. All for what? All because of? No one knows. Well someone must! God. ..."

"I see you there, watching me. Through the window that’s all I can see. You’re always right there, as I pass by. Some of the days you actually say “Hi” I don’t know what it is that entrances me. Maybe..."

"To feel you, To love you, To hold you, That's all I want to do. But you tell me you love her. Now what am I supposed to do? I was the one there when you needed it the most. Now you're just going to..."

"He was my best friend in this world. He was the reason why I smiled and laughed. He was the love of my life. But now he's gone. I have cried and cried since the day he left. I have smiled and laughed ..."

"You know two years ago when we first met, I thought I was truly your very best. You took my heart from the first day, You never gave it back but I had to pay. You left me there all alone, All I want..."

"It was almost 2 years ago that we parted and went our separate ways. You went with her and I stayed all alone for several days. I wished every day that you would come back to me and save me from thi..."

"If I could lie next to you until my last teardrop fell, I would. If I could sit with you all night and day and make all your pain go away, I would. If I could talk with you and hold your hand all h..."

"I remember again what happened that day The day he was killed. It plays over and over in my mind. In hopes I will not forget. I could never forget the love he brought or the love he took when he le..."

"When she e-mailed me with her little poem, well that was the very last straw. She said she still loved you and I was basically in the raw. It's really over babe. You did me wrong and I thought you ..."

"Tomorrow could be the day. The day you'll be mine. Back in my arms, back in my heart. Tomorrow could be the day. The day you decide to change and give me a call. Tomorrow could be the day. The day ..."

"I wear a mask over my face, It lets me cry without a trace. It keeps my emotions hidden away. So no one can see then any day. Under the mask, I am crying. I feel just like dying. Like taking a knife..."

"Being without you is killing me. I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t say that I don’t love you because that would be a lie. You have hurt me too much though. The first time that you hurt me was a mistak..."

"Black is all the colors put together. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple, and Brown. Black is the color of all the things I see. The sky, the floor, the color of my mind. Black is the color of t..."

"Depression always makes me sad. I always see the tears in my heart. The heart that cries. I feel like crying, not laughing like I usually do. I don't want to move.Work in Progress! Written September 1..."

"I got out today. I'm finally free. I have a lot to say. I can now see. I want to sing. I want to dance. I want to do anything, Laugh perhaps! Written September 18th, 2001 © on Sep 18 2001 01:26 PM PS..."

"I Am...smart... caring... understanding... loving... sharing... full of life... easy to talk to... trustworthy... honest... lovable... cute... there to help... supportive... compassionate... beautiful..."

"I know that you love me and that what you told me was the truth.I know it would be hard to leave her after so long.And I know that you want to be with me.So as long as I know that you love me.You can ..."

"I sit by the window and watch the cars go by. I often wonder why I am locked inside. Is it because I wanted to be dead? Or is it the voices I hear in my head? I want to fly, I want to soar. Please G..."

"I have known you for less than a week And I love everything that I know. I have probably been a total geek. And I cry every time I go. Leaving you is really hard for me. And I don’t like having to do..."

"I want to write poems and live in the woods. No shoulds, no woulds or coulds. I want to write about my life, every place I've been, every stage, and all the problems. I want to be successful at what..."

"I often wonder what he sees in me, Then he responds with:Your star struck eyes,Your gorgeous hair, Your cute little nose, Your kissable lips,Your lovable heart,Your warm soul, Your great body, Your wo..."

"I should have told him how I felt. That every time he was there, my heart would melt. Now I can’t see clearly, because of all the pain. People think my love for him was some kind of pain. But it was ..."

"What does happiness cost? I don’t really know. I am so very lost. I really want to go. I want true happiness. Not something fake. Just some eternal bliss Something to take. Happiness costs more than..."

"Give me your hand.Let me guide you to land.I’ll take you out of the sea.If you will be with me.I’ll take you where no one else has before.I will have you asking for so much more.Darling, I will guide ..."

"I’ve lost someone who I loved very much.He was gentle with every last touch.I’ve lost someone who was my best friend.Someone I would be there for until the end.I’ve lost someone that meant so much to ..."

"I’m not going to let you down.Never going to let you frown.Going to take all the pain.And leave only things to gain.I’m going to keep you happy.Make you smile when you feel crappy.I’m always going to ..."

"He can't hurt me. Not anymore. I won't let him do it. Not once more. He can't degrade me. Not anymore. I won't let him do it. Not once more. He can't lie to me. Not anymore. I won't let him do it. N..."

"“Smile”Smile.For me please.Or when the camera says “Cheese”.Smile.To keep my spirits high.Or when you say “good-bye”.Smile.To keep my happy.Even when you feel crappy.Smile.To make me feel better.Or wh..."

"You broke my heart when you said goodbye. You broke my dreams when you told me I should die. You broke my mirror when you threw it to the floor. You broke the memories I had when you walked out the ..."

"I'm trying to let go, I really am. I am trying to let go of all the love I had for you. I am trying to let go of all the pain you caused me. I am trying to let go of all the memories and all the good ..."

"I did it.I caved in and called.I knew I shouldn't.I thought I couldn't.Now I wish I wouldn't.Talking to him was so nice.I asked if he had moved on with life.I saw that he hadn't and I was his number o..."

"If I knew it was a game, I wouldn't be the same. If I knew I would be played, I would never have stayed. If I knew it was all a joke, I wouldn't have let you poke. If I knew you would say goodbye, I ..."

"Loving you has been so hard, Everything I say, you disregard. Talking to you has been a pain, Sometimes ends with so much shame. Listening to you has made things worse, Because I am the one who gets h..."

"You said you never loved me,But you cared about me a lot.I didn’t know what to believe,You go against everything I was taught.I risked it all to be with you,Each and every stepI don’t even think you k..."

"The knife is in my heart. Stabbing it over and over. Tearing my soul to shreds. Killing me over and over again. Each time more painful than the last. Each time worse. The blood dripping down my body. ..."

"Another night you didn't come home.Another night I was all alone.Another night you didn't say 'ggood-nightAnother night we did not fight. Another night 'I love you's' were not said.Another night I wou..."

"I held your hand until you were pronounced dead. I cried for days lying in your unchanged bed. I kissed your picture each night before I went to sleep. Each night I would cry myself to sleep. Each nig..."

"Every girl needs a thug, I found my thug in you. Every girl needs a love, I found my love in you. Every girl needs a boo, I found my boo in you. Every girl needs a heart, I found my heart in you. Ever..."

"I was diagnosed as clinically depressed.I failed all of their many tests.I have a chemical imbalance in my brain.Sometimes it makes me go insane.I don't know if I want to live or die.And to get out of..."

"I never want to hear you sayYou love me today or everyday.I never thought you would be Someone I didn’t want to see.I never thought you would cryWhen I told you I wanted to die.I never thought you wou..."

"I’ll never love another Although I might pretend Unless it’s like a brother Because you’re the one until the end You are the one I love And the one I choose But if you fly away with the dove I will b..."

"You didn’t teach me to walk or talk or even how to read. You didn’t teach me how to write or fight or even how to feed. You never saw me ride a bike or swim across the pool. You didn’t teach me to dr..."

"Why did everything happen so fast Jason? Can you explain to me why? Because I have no explanation for it. You were there Thursday but not Friday, the day I needed you the most. It all happened so q..."

"You told me today that you wanted to marry me. Even asked me around your friends. You hugged and kissed me a lot today. But you meant nothing I tried to pretend. It seems that the more I show I car..."

"You were always in my mind, Even when I said that I needed time. You were always in my heart, Even when I wanted to be apart. I will always love you, No matter what you may do. I have always loved y..."

"You were there when no one else was, I often wondered why, but now I know it's because, You love me more than anyone else has ever before, I want to be with you and no one else anymore. When we are..."

"Finally I have found someone I can tell my secrets to. Someone I can write to when I feel blue. Someone who always makes me feel good. Someone who listens, when they should. She has become my best fri..."

"Raindrops touch your grave, Then I remember I must be brave. They are your teardrops from Heaven. I remember, there were only seven. When we met, you became my best friend. You were there until the en..."

"Loving alone is useless. That's why I am glad I have you by my side. To help me through the tough times. And be happy with me for the good ones. I am glad I don't have to do this alone. I am grateful..."

"Our first kiss was amazing. So full of hesitation. Yet full of love and desire. It was full of want and passion. Emotion and feeling. Nothing I can describe completely. You held me close As though y..."

"I wear a mask everyday. So I can hide the pain inside. And smile when I want to cry. When the mask comes off, the truth will be seen. Something I can't even believe. Many people wear masks, All for..."

"I feel the knife as it touches my skin. Self mutilation is my biggest sin. It brings some kind of rush. I can't explain. The rush hides the feeling of the pain. Hearing the voices taunt in my head. T..."

"After he gently removes my shirt, His body makes mine warm as our skins touch. He slides his hand down to unbutton my pants, I start to want him more. Kissing me with each and every move. Soon we are ..."

"He's insecure of me. He thinks I am going to leave. I just want him to see. I am not here to deceive. Leave? Me? Are you crazy? There must be something wrong. My whole life would turn hazy! Do you wa..."

"His name is Mike and mine Nicole,He lives in Chicago and I in CaliforniaAnd he wants that special someone back in his lifeAs do I...We have not been a part for long, but He says...'I love you Colie! I..."

"Sometimes the best thing to do Is often the hardest thing for you. Walking out of your life was hard. I know for sure that I am scarred. My heart still calls your name. My mind still thinks it is all ..."

"My hearts still healing My mind still dealing With the fact that you're not here Boy, I really miss you dear I'll see you another day Won't have it any other way My heart is still bleeding It's you t..."

"I'm sitting here 2,000 miles away looking at a computer screen talking to you but there is no voice just you over there and me right here I can't see your smile or wipe your tears I can't see your fac..."

"We just got off the phone. We just talked for a while. But he is still on my mind. He has been for a while. I can't get him out of my head. I can't stop thinking about him. About his kisses. About ..."

"I try to keep my heart with you. I have to try real hard. Because there is someone new. Someone who has already knocked down my guard. Someone I was with before. He has always been in my heart. Somet..."