It Was Suicide I Chose
By cryingangel
I feel the knife as it touches my skin. Self mutilation is my biggest sin. It brings some kind of rush. I can't explain. The rush hides the feeling of the pain. Hearing the voices taunt in my head. Thinking that I should have been dead. "You should have been dead you worthless piece of shit." "I'm sorry" I say but that's when it hit. I then broke down and started to cry. While asking myself why I didn't die. An angel replied, "Sorry dear, it wasn't your time." That's when I heard suicide is a crime. What? Killing yourself is against the law? Next were the statistics I saw. Well, I don't want to be just one of those. All because it's suicide I chose.This was written today while I was thinking back to when I tried to kill myself. How silly I was! Written November 1st, 2001 © on Nov 01 2001 10:44 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
AI analysis available. Enable JavaScript to interact.
About this line
"I feel the knife as it touches my skin...."