I Thought About It Again Today
By cryingangel
I thought about it again today.I wanted to take my own life.I neared death I guess you can say.As the gash got bigger from the knife.It gets bigger each time I try.One day hoping I will succeed.The day that I would like to die.Some help is what I need.I know that's what my medication is for.For my attempts at suicide.But it doesn't seem to work anymore.What would it be like if I died?Would my family and friends all cheer?Would they throw me a big bash?I tell you my friend the end is near.It will all end with a splash.Because when I go no one will forget.I will make sure that they all pay.That is what everyone getsFor making sure today is my last day.See they all drove me into this.They all made me this way.Because without them I would be in bliss.Without them I would've wanted to stay.It's all your fault that I'm screwed up.It's all your fault. Yeah you messed me up!!I just wrote this poem. I feel really depressed right now and it's another way I cope with things since I only have one person to talk to who has her own problems. I don't want to bother her with mine! Written November 27th, 2001 © on Nov 27 2001 08:08 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"I thought about it again today.I wanted to take my own life.I neared death I guess you can say.As the gash got bigger from the knife.It gets bigger each time I try.One day hoping I will succeed.The day that I would like to die.Some help is what I need.I know that's what my medication is for.For my attempts at suicide.But it doesn't seem to work anymore.What would it be like if I died?Would my family and friends all cheer?Would they throw me a big bash?I tell you my friend the end is near.It will all end with a splash.Because when I go no one will forget.I will make sure that they all pay.That is what everyone getsFor making sure today is my last day.See they all drove me into this.They all made me this way.Because without them I would be in bliss.Without them I would've wanted to stay.It's all your fault that I'm screwed up.It's all your fault. Yeah you messed me up!!I just wrote this poem. I feel really depressed right now and it's another way I cope with things since I only have one person to talk to who has her own problems. I don't want to bother her with mine!..."