Confession To My Child
By Danni468
Sheylin my child, my daughter This is difficult for mommy to do But I must let it out In the end, it will benefit you I will never say I didnt want you but I admit I wasnt ready I was so scared and unsure I thought it would be different, the day you were born But I held it deep inside My heart was unevenly torn My life was to change From freedom to responsibility I couldnt even hold you in my arms, calm you God knows, I forced myself to try It wasnt you my sweetheart, I really dont know why When your daddy left, It killed all I had to give Its been eight months of pure agony and guilt But, just when I needed it most, I was given a second chance Laying on the bed with you this morning, watching you play Such happiness in your eyes, such an innocent smile I realized what i have been missing I am so sorry my baby Things will be different now I will give you my one hundred percent Its you and me my angel, Till the very end!!!This was really hard! Sorry everyone - not too sure what this is, but I had to do it! I had to let it out! My mind is in such a block - I cant think straight! I need to make this right for my baby! Written January 18th, 2002 © on Jan 17 2002 11:48 PM PST 18 • 0 • 8
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