Lies

He couldn't see my weakness and he couldn't see my pain He couldn't help me through my problems, my hands were too bloodstained He tried to see into my heart and tried to find a cure He couldn't understand my life and see I wasn't pure I had his heart and left him, I didn't say goodbye I didn't leave a farewell not, I didn't even cry His sould was mind, I know it, but I didn't even care I stripped the trust from inside him, and left him utterly bare His heart I broke and shattered, and threw against the wall I wouldn't let him lift me up when I began to fall Although he tried to save me, I was far too lost to aid He would have end up dying, if I had only stayed I tried to spare him that much grief and left before it was too late My heart had already turned from him, and was once more filled with hate I hate the way I hurt him, and the others who came before I'm a witch, an executioner, the devil, a horrible, evil whore He still loves me with all his heart, that I cannot alter I broke his will to live without me, when my life decided to falter I cannot say I pity him, for I am not that divine My life is one big sinful lie, and never-ending crime.ah, this is the last one for tonight, lol, umm...I guess this is about how i personally feel sometimes about myself. Written November 17th, 2001 © on Nov 17 2001 09:30 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10