Sick and Tired

I can’t take it it’s too much I’m so sick of people And their shallowness Their ignorance Their arrogance Their blindness Their gossiping They ruin lives without realizing it They scar kids with the harsh words they say They bully people around They shoot up schools They beat kids and harass girls They do drugs They drink of school Of the kids who go there Of the teachers Who's only joy is to torture us With work With lectures With detentions Of the narrow hallways Of the prison cells they call rooms Lousey asylum They pressure kids They drive them to do shit They take up more then half the week They use the least amount of money they can They serve us food that’s barely edible Of home Of a dad that’s not a dad Of the things he says Of the pain he brings Of emotional scars he's left He told me im ugly He told me im not a good son He told me that I was a idiot and a pig He fucking hit me I fucking hit him back Emotional scar for emotional scar Memory for memory Tear for tear This prison Keeps me within a hell With two brothers to watch out for To stick up for my mom in fights To fight back against a Tyrant Who isn’t even a part of the family Of myself of my hate of my anger of my fear Of my failure to see how good I have it Of my failure to see what good friends I have Of my failure to see what a wonderful wife I have Of my failure of a life I am weak I am afraid I fear my anger I fear losing my friends I fear losing her But not myself That is something I don’t care about myself So sick of everythingThis may be too long winded to read Written October 22nd, 2001 © on Oct 22 2001 11:36 AM PST   0 • 1