Cold Cell Factory (to mom)

"In this place that you call home, I spend everyday alone. I try and put myself to sleep to escape the pain when i can't face reality. And when i fall to my knees i'm forced to crawl and it's killing ..."

"i stare into your heart and see my life inside the walls i take myself in a new direction and then break as i fall What can i say? What can i do? How can it be I never knew im standing behind you a..."

"i slip away to a thought you couldnt imagine too ashamed to say too horrible. way too tragic these words might break this is my maze these words might take a century these words might make eternity wh..."

"today i woke to find myself covered in every lie A part of me has gone away. now i'm stuck to the sky And as i day dream you all hate me for what is inside for you i will die tell me who i am will i ..."

"so much anger strangers look at me they talk they think like i am just a freak i was like you such a simple mind with your closed eyes i was heartless just like you and i felt emptiness so confused i..."

"You tried to fight addictions. Broken, the way you're livin'. Don't bother with decisions. Escape from your whole vision. Don't try to turn this around. It only brings the volume down. You're scarred ..."