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"In this place that you call home, I spend everyday alone. I try and put myself to sleep to escape the pain when i can't face reality. And when i fall to my knees i'm forced to crawl and it's killing ..."

"i stare into your heart and see my life inside the walls i take myself in a new direction and then break as i fall What can i say? What can i do? How can it be I never knew im standing behind you a..."

"i slip away to a thought you couldnt imagine too ashamed to say too horrible. way too tragic these words might break this is my maze these words might take a century these words might make eternity wh..."

"today i woke to find myself covered in every lie A part of me has gone away. now i'm stuck to the sky And as i day dream you all hate me for what is inside for you i will die tell me who i am will i ..."

"so much anger strangers look at me they talk they think like i am just a freak i was like you such a simple mind with your closed eyes i was heartless just like you and i felt emptiness so confused i..."

"condemned inside without a light wasting away as i wonder why you could do this to your only child and runaway I (i am not your son) Lies ( i am not your son) Die!!! ( i am not your son) WHY!!!!!!!!?..."

"You tried to fight addictions. Broken, the way you're livin'. Don't bother with decisions. Escape from your whole vision. Don't try to turn this around. It only brings the volume down. You're scarred ..."

"I hear you loud and clear. You made me scream Deep inside i need relief. I've let you down so many times You see the sorrow in my eyes I beg forgiveness. So please let go Let me lay here in the cold I..."

"Conversations. They swallow my frustrations. These words are wasted over and over again. Pull back on the new age drama and this mother fucking trauma. So come on, repeat "You'r anger is still till th..."

"I will not forget you You will always be with me I will not forget you You are there in dreams Through the brand new doors i don't know what comes tomorrow but i know what's true, and i don't need to..."

"There's no lies, yet no more truth. All i see is blank decisions. You will turn your back until the day is gone. Never holding on to anyone's beliefs, I am lost and lonely stranded in this sea with....."

"Covered in darkness leaving us speachless. We pray for light. Running from shadows when help feels so reachless/ when so many are crying out Waiting for answers to all of the questions that put is in..."

"Everyday i wake up to see the sun but the sun wasn't here today. I ask ... Was it on a break? Did it stay out late? Is it caught somewhere up in outer space? And if i step outside will everything chan..."

"I am all lies, all wrong, and everything i tried not to be. While my guilt eats at me, I look back at the dilemma's beginning. I do not understand why the guilt fades when the dilemma reoccurs. All i ..."

"Look around, I lay on the floor. Shaking, I can't take this anymore. Inside - on my own. Inside - no one knows You've raped me. You've made me someone else. You break me. Look around. Restrain me. Yo..."

"With everyday, I move ahead to find an answer for the hours I have spent just thinking. I try to find a light. What holds me back just shatters. And every second just keeps passing and passing. I'm m..."

"From the window i can see everything is just a dream where all my smiles go away and i become an empty space. I am waiting to be found. From the bedroom where i cry another day just flies right by an..."

"Have i been so blinded that i couldn't see between the lines? With a voice so quiet I sit and stare. I've never been heard. So sad, but you don't really care. It's way too late to head back home. You ..."

"Sometimes i feel like a bottle filled to the top. With intense pressure building i can only wait till either the glass shatters or the top explodes off......... But either way conclusions erupt. The c..."

"Modeled for breaking, and suffering. Insides frustrating and draining me. Paused still and aching emotions ill. Anticipating the end of all this complication bleeding tear down shoot through the head..."

"I gave you my best and gained only lies You lifted me up and turned as i cried All feelings were stretched. You opened my mind, then dropped me back down to see your disguise And these are the games ..."