Almost Numb

"standing on a ledge, angry waves roar below waiting, wanting to slip but your legs won't move cold wind pulls at your hair, bitter rain stings your face alone you linger crying, waiting, longing f..."

"looking inside, searching finding nothingness, emptiness, voids filled with fear and pain I shut my eyes but still I see the wounds that won't heal, the scars that will not fade looking inside, I t..."

"i'm sitting on this fence, swaying back and forth you stare up at me eyes hopeful waiting for me to fall but will you catch me? i wonder i turn to face you your arms stretched wide, calling my name..."

"vacant eyes stared drilling a hole through my core horrified by the hardened soul but unable to look away my breath now slow and cold plummeting downwards towards those brown pools of emptiness ..."

"as her aunts had always seemed to say "well she is a bit of a wild child" with a disapproving frown whenever trouble came her way sun times she climbed trees, ran through the wet grass and danced w..."

"I never said that I'm an adult, only that I'm not a baby. I never said that I'm a mature person, only that I'm trying, but I can't if you hold me back. I'm not sure if I can stand on my own, but I'l..."