EveJustWantedToKnow

"standing on a ledge, angry waves roar below waiting, wanting to slip but your legs won't move cold wind pulls at your hair, bitter rain stings your face alone you linger crying, waiting, longing f..."

"looking inside, searching finding nothingness, emptiness, voids filled with fear and pain I shut my eyes but still I see the wounds that won't heal, the scars that will not fade looking inside, I t..."

"i'm sitting on this fence, swaying back and forth you stare up at me eyes hopeful waiting for me to fall but will you catch me? i wonder i turn to face you your arms stretched wide, calling my name..."

"vacant eyes stared drilling a hole through my core horrified by the hardened soul but unable to look away my breath now slow and cold plummeting downwards towards those brown pools of emptiness ..."

"as her aunts had always seemed to say "well she is a bit of a wild child" with a disapproving frown whenever trouble came her way sun times she climbed trees, ran through the wet grass and danced w..."

"I never said that I'm an adult, only that I'm not a baby. I never said that I'm a mature person, only that I'm trying, but I can't if you hold me back. I'm not sure if I can stand on my own, but I'l..."

"Pain Killer: Just one bottle and your worries will be gone and troubles will be over Just one bottle and nothing will matter anymore that over-due Math Lab & the fight with your friend won't make an..."

"driven from this place I search again for who I am dashing down a road to nowhere I smash against another dead end breathlessly I turn and run in endless circles bringing me back to this wall where I ..."

"don't tell me to get up i can't move don't tell me that everything will be ok how the hell do you know? don't tell me you understand trust me you don't don't tell me to take it one day at a time do..."

"a slice followed by a trickle my life flowing onto the floor arm now moist and sticky crimson tears flood the room in this madness i start to drown Written February 28th, 2002 © on Mar 01 2002 12:22 ..."

"heart galloping wildley the future pounding in my ears palms moist with expectations mind racing trying to run ahead of time in order to see beyond the present Written August 9th, 2001 © on Mar 12 20..."

"gliding gracefully on a vast sea of gold eyes wide open with wonder sinking slowly into wispy clouds blankets of moisture enfold emergance below into the deep blue ocean of skydawn on an airplane Writ..."

"so full of giggles and smiles always offering your tiny hand to hold loving me unconditionally i miss you so much when i'm gone i can't always be there for you i wish i could shield you from the wor..."

"ever so slowly emptiness fills me seeping in at my seams soaking every inch of my soul until there's nothing left but a hollow ache Written March 13th, 2002 © on Mar 18 2002 01:01 AM PST   21 • 6 •..."